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why is it that i think i am a generally nice person but then have the hardest heart. gah i hate it in my live. begone!
okay i haven't really updated in quite awhile so here it goes,
worldly-
i am ready for school just cause it's our senior year and all. and um i go on vacation to the bahamas and other stuff in october so that's exciting. i got the hottest pair of jeans ever. i am also ordering other hot jeans. oh yeah and no boy ever for me cause i want someone too perfect who is only in my dreams.
godly-(not worldly)
my faith is getting stronger. I am trusting god more. I still struggle with sin but i need to deal with it all at once instead of pieces. My prayer life is also a lot better though I didn't pray really today. I'm doing it after. The lessons at youth group and even church have been so amazing and have really helped me. Larry's and Jasons were good. I have just realized so much about selfishness and how it really effects the way you love god and people. and you can't love god and follow him really until we stop worrying about us and start worrying about other people and how god will be glorified. None of us really go everytime we talk or do something "how can i do this to glorify god" most of the time. I want that to really be on my heart. i'm still reading matthew and it's good.
i wish i could think right now but all i can think about is how ineed to shower real bad because i smell like butt. i'm playing soccer so i've been running 1-2 miles. I am trying to loose some weight and get in shape. can it be done is the question. Well i'll let you all know.
okay i haven't really updated in quite awhile so here it goes,
worldly-
i am ready for school just cause it's our senior year and all. and um i go on vacation to the bahamas and other stuff in october so that's exciting. i got the hottest pair of jeans ever. i am also ordering other hot jeans. oh yeah and no boy ever for me cause i want someone too perfect who is only in my dreams.
godly-(not worldly)
my faith is getting stronger. I am trusting god more. I still struggle with sin but i need to deal with it all at once instead of pieces. My prayer life is also a lot better though I didn't pray really today. I'm doing it after. The lessons at youth group and even church have been so amazing and have really helped me. Larry's and Jasons were good. I have just realized so much about selfishness and how it really effects the way you love god and people. and you can't love god and follow him really until we stop worrying about us and start worrying about other people and how god will be glorified. None of us really go everytime we talk or do something "how can i do this to glorify god" most of the time. I want that to really be on my heart. i'm still reading matthew and it's good.
i wish i could think right now but all i can think about is how ineed to shower real bad because i smell like butt. i'm playing soccer so i've been running 1-2 miles. I am trying to loose some weight and get in shape. can it be done is the question. Well i'll let you all know.