So close, I can almost taste it ...
Just one more meeting with the dean of the school of pharm this coming Wednesday and I'm hoping I'll be finished with this torture forever.
I just need to stop feeling so anxious. I don't know why I can't help feeling that I am going to get punished for this - that somehow LL is going to find a way to screw me over. I just don't trust them at all. It's so sad :( I really, really need to get the hell out.
Drug test cleared for the new job - my first day with them will be 2/24 - dreading it & looking forward to it at the same time. I'm looking forward to the paycheck that's for sure :) I don't know why I'm so worried. I'm sure it's going to be okay. I just need to go out and buy a new pair of uber comfortable work shoes.
The past couple of weeks have been the best few weeks I've had since I started pharmacy school. I've turned my brain off for the most part. Not thinking does have its perks. I've slept in, read some books, written in my journal, spent time at the beach, played with my daughter, gone out to eat with my family, watched TV with my husband - something I haven't done in a really long time, and even had Valentines day brunch with my daughter and an ex-boyfriend (it's not as weird as it sounds - we're friends now).
I'm so close to freedom - I can almost taste it. Freedom (to me) means being able to spend more time with the kidlet & with my husband. I feel like my life has been on hold for too long. I just can't wait to start living again.
I just need to stop feeling so anxious. I don't know why I can't help feeling that I am going to get punished for this - that somehow LL is going to find a way to screw me over. I just don't trust them at all. It's so sad :( I really, really need to get the hell out.
Drug test cleared for the new job - my first day with them will be 2/24 - dreading it & looking forward to it at the same time. I'm looking forward to the paycheck that's for sure :) I don't know why I'm so worried. I'm sure it's going to be okay. I just need to go out and buy a new pair of uber comfortable work shoes.
The past couple of weeks have been the best few weeks I've had since I started pharmacy school. I've turned my brain off for the most part. Not thinking does have its perks. I've slept in, read some books, written in my journal, spent time at the beach, played with my daughter, gone out to eat with my family, watched TV with my husband - something I haven't done in a really long time, and even had Valentines day brunch with my daughter and an ex-boyfriend (it's not as weird as it sounds - we're friends now).
I'm so close to freedom - I can almost taste it. Freedom (to me) means being able to spend more time with the kidlet & with my husband. I feel like my life has been on hold for too long. I just can't wait to start living again.