this is my love my hate

[xikissboisx]

all the weight of the world on my back
making me tumble over
unity is without me
ill jsut disapear into
the nothingness that i am
my
non existence
rotting away
inside my head
my demons attacking me
telling me to give in
it will make you feel better
but i cant give in
i give in somewhere
else
find a new control
one no one can see
its hidden so deep in me
the people who truley know me
dont even notice
i feel better
im done with me
i just 
hate me