07.05.07
i suppose it seems right that only death could rattle my personal beliefs. especially when it was someone near and dear to me that passed. days are okay, nights are better now. someone reminded me that there is much more than me and you in this world, bigger. and i felt slightly at ease thinking of this, of the universe and where/ when we belong. these things that have happened propel my mind more so into leading a life i feel destined and tied to/ although slightly avoiding because of daily antics that swallow me whole.
feels impossible without a new beginning. unfamiliar air and sights surrounding me. new faces and places and daydreams. because in my town, decay swallows whole, and we are left feeling hopeless, shameless, and shallow at the core. because life really is what you make it, the choices we make, they truly are only ours. they define and direct us.
feels impossible without a new beginning. unfamiliar air and sights surrounding me. new faces and places and daydreams. because in my town, decay swallows whole, and we are left feeling hopeless, shameless, and shallow at the core. because life really is what you make it, the choices we make, they truly are only ours. they define and direct us.