Apr 03, 2005 21:58
Woeful villains!
You read my writings with contempt and anguish.
Today I discovered that there are a lot pretty good artists on deviantart.com that really don't draw anything interesting. I mean, there are these people with just awe-inspiring (to me) artistic style, yet they tend to draw homoerotic megaman pictures; littered with comments about how BAD their artwork is and fitting in the terms "^_^" and "LOL" as many times as possible into a sentence.
Oh, if only I could somehow manipulate these gentle knaves into the grips of my own artistic ambitions. However, I feel that with their own pseudo-popularity and possibly petulant personalities that it would be a difficult task to beguile said artists to my own ends. Not to mention that they are plenty busy writing Link on Cloud fanfics and listening to Linkin Park.
Of course, what is even more curious is that I feel some desire brainwash random internet artists. I suppose I find myself thinking about all the cool things I really want to draw from my mind, but in no way have the talent/skill to even closely represent what I imagine. It's really quite frustrating. I simply have no command over the pencil. Dumbfounding curs!
If only I had the motivation to do schoolwork, then maybe I could find another reason to be angry with myself for a change. I mean, I'm really getting bored of being upset at myself for this whole school thing. It's like yelling at a wall!
I keep telling myself, "You know, this is just so trite. The not doing homework thing, again? I mean, come-on. It's just not quaint anymore."
Where is the meaning?!~