O_o An actual Entry.
Kay...So I've been a member of LJ for what...2 years? And i haven't even made one entry >.>;; Well okay for about a year and a half i had forgotten my password and everything but hell...Alot has happened with in the past year. I now live with a Room mate in MO, Which isnt all that great sometimes... But I guess theres the good with the bad right...-- That being said...
Bad things first ...Here we go theres a lot of em
- The big divorce
Man...I dot even really wanna get into this. Lets make it a simple story shall we? Parents go tired of one another, too much fighting, too much drama so they ended it. Wish it was that easy though. Father went into this...Well Lets just say he wasn't who he use to be anymore. He got a lot more aggressive it seemed. Yelling at me for things that weren't even my fault and insisting on me doing things that wasn't even fair...For instance... He wanted me to take one of those 40 lb home with me from wal-mart..Yea normally not a big deal i know... But when you don't have a car it kinda is. Thankfully one of my co-workers gave me a ride that morning so i didn't have to drag it home. Anyways my point is that things just went from Decent to pretty much Hell. If that wasn't bad enough my German shepherd died shortly after...I really do miss her, Bless her soul, Shes in a better place now..Dog Heaven i guess? Maybe she had a Endless Treat supply. Anyways getting off track.. Lets move on shall we.
- The Move.
God --...This was possible my biggest mistake in my entire life...So i got fed up with my dad right...So instead of moving with one of my closet friends that i knew here i moved up to Missouri instead with a person that i had only known for a short while. We aren't exactly getting along at the moment and I'm now on vacation which is good for me..I needed it.
-Relationships
>_> Should i even go into this one. Okay making it short and clean From about Early 2006 to Early 2008 All the relationships i was in were uter crap. All i did was get hurt in the end...But it happens.
- Work
Good and Bad here I guess.. A lot of stress with my dad pushing me with his rent and all that garbage and I didn't exactly get along with the managers of the store. But I did met some awesome people there. Kelly Jo was one of them. She was basicly like a mother i never had and she treated me like her real son even though im not her birth son. All in all wal-mart was a decent place to work i guess.
Okay So thats enough about ranting about the bad things lets move on to the more positive side
Ohayocon
All In all this was a great con and i met some interesting people there as well. I was Sora that convention but my wig was a little on the eh side. Friday and Saturday i really wasnt doing much. Mainly spent it with my room mate. All in all it was a pretty fun con and i got to met alot of Cool people.
Rufus
One of the awesome people i met at ohayocon. I ran into him on the last day as sora. He was dressed up as cloud getting his picture taken i think.. ( Hes an awesome cosplayer and damn good at what he does.) After the con we starting to talk on messenger and Aim to start getting to know each other better. After about 2 weeks we had shown intrest in each other. To be honest i was really sure when it first began because all my past relationships..well to be blunt they were utter shit. But I decided to give it a try. So we started to go date around mid January and I'm glad i made that decision. He is one of the best things that has ever happened in my life. Alot of times when things get bad and dark Hes often the thing that pulls me though. Hes a really nice boy. He kind, sweet, and loving..Something i really never had in a relationship. We went to a con together recently ..Acen... Now the con its self was absolutely horrible and we had a bit of dramma things to one of his roommates... She really did piss me off because all she seemed to do was yell at him and throw a fit if things didn't go her way. She had even upset him...which really pissed me off. Karma will catch up though eventually. Anyways we got to spend time together at the con and now I'm in Indiana for a week visiting friends. He got to come down for a few days and i got to met a bunch of his freinds. I fit right in it seems though it seems like i get picked on alot >.> -glares at certain people that try to claw at him- But even though i get picked on because I'm the "uke" I still like them and they are really cool people to hang out with. All in all I am happy to be with Rufus. He really is the best thing that has happend to me in a while...
Okay its almost 6 am here and im gonna cut it off here...I'll try to update more often but this was a basic summary of whats happened..well the major things i could rant about other things but i wont...
Ja ne
Roxas/ Sora
Bad things first ...Here we go theres a lot of em
- The big divorce
Man...I dot even really wanna get into this. Lets make it a simple story shall we? Parents go tired of one another, too much fighting, too much drama so they ended it. Wish it was that easy though. Father went into this...Well Lets just say he wasn't who he use to be anymore. He got a lot more aggressive it seemed. Yelling at me for things that weren't even my fault and insisting on me doing things that wasn't even fair...For instance... He wanted me to take one of those 40 lb home with me from wal-mart..Yea normally not a big deal i know... But when you don't have a car it kinda is. Thankfully one of my co-workers gave me a ride that morning so i didn't have to drag it home. Anyways my point is that things just went from Decent to pretty much Hell. If that wasn't bad enough my German shepherd died shortly after...I really do miss her, Bless her soul, Shes in a better place now..Dog Heaven i guess? Maybe she had a Endless Treat supply. Anyways getting off track.. Lets move on shall we.
- The Move.
God --...This was possible my biggest mistake in my entire life...So i got fed up with my dad right...So instead of moving with one of my closet friends that i knew here i moved up to Missouri instead with a person that i had only known for a short while. We aren't exactly getting along at the moment and I'm now on vacation which is good for me..I needed it.
-Relationships
>_> Should i even go into this one. Okay making it short and clean From about Early 2006 to Early 2008 All the relationships i was in were uter crap. All i did was get hurt in the end...But it happens.
- Work
Good and Bad here I guess.. A lot of stress with my dad pushing me with his rent and all that garbage and I didn't exactly get along with the managers of the store. But I did met some awesome people there. Kelly Jo was one of them. She was basicly like a mother i never had and she treated me like her real son even though im not her birth son. All in all wal-mart was a decent place to work i guess.
Okay So thats enough about ranting about the bad things lets move on to the more positive side
Ohayocon
All In all this was a great con and i met some interesting people there as well. I was Sora that convention but my wig was a little on the eh side. Friday and Saturday i really wasnt doing much. Mainly spent it with my room mate. All in all it was a pretty fun con and i got to met alot of Cool people.
Rufus
One of the awesome people i met at ohayocon. I ran into him on the last day as sora. He was dressed up as cloud getting his picture taken i think.. ( Hes an awesome cosplayer and damn good at what he does.) After the con we starting to talk on messenger and Aim to start getting to know each other better. After about 2 weeks we had shown intrest in each other. To be honest i was really sure when it first began because all my past relationships..well to be blunt they were utter shit. But I decided to give it a try. So we started to go date around mid January and I'm glad i made that decision. He is one of the best things that has ever happened in my life. Alot of times when things get bad and dark Hes often the thing that pulls me though. Hes a really nice boy. He kind, sweet, and loving..Something i really never had in a relationship. We went to a con together recently ..Acen... Now the con its self was absolutely horrible and we had a bit of dramma things to one of his roommates... She really did piss me off because all she seemed to do was yell at him and throw a fit if things didn't go her way. She had even upset him...which really pissed me off. Karma will catch up though eventually. Anyways we got to spend time together at the con and now I'm in Indiana for a week visiting friends. He got to come down for a few days and i got to met a bunch of his freinds. I fit right in it seems though it seems like i get picked on alot >.> -glares at certain people that try to claw at him- But even though i get picked on because I'm the "uke" I still like them and they are really cool people to hang out with. All in all I am happy to be with Rufus. He really is the best thing that has happend to me in a while...
Okay its almost 6 am here and im gonna cut it off here...I'll try to update more often but this was a basic summary of whats happened..well the major things i could rant about other things but i wont...
Ja ne
Roxas/ Sora