It's a simple question Ken. If the moon were made of ribs would you eat it?
Well, there were alot of things going on this weekend and for the most part I am aware of what I actually participated in. If I did something stupid or in anyway insulted someone whilst intoxicated Friday sorry ...unless we have a shared dislike for each other anyway. Friday left me in a state where I literally didn't want to do anything afterwards. Well, I did manage to get off my ass long enough to mill aimlessly around retail stores and buy nothing and loaf around trickster578 's apartment and gossip about the people we didn't know or hadn't seen in a long time at the party as many of you may have been doing about us. I seemed to really enjoy the "me" time yesterday since glaswegian_took had made plans with some friends, but I missed her in her absence as always. Perhaps it was just the stimuli overload from having an overexposure of people Friday. As much fun as it was to act like a drunken idiot around people I didn't know, I was happy to spend Saturday just hanging out with the people I actually knew at the cookout.
I want to make sure that I make the most out of all the great things in my life right now, but I don't want to be so consumed with planning things for the future that I neglect to live right now. I'm trying to find where those boundaries lie. I know there are alot of resources within myself and outside I have yet to tap into and things I have long since abandoned and left behind because I felt them linked to a part of myself I wanted to leave behind. " You can't let what you were tell you who you are," as I'm so fond of saying. Time to take my own advice. Nothing so radical came from my contemplation. There was no " it's time to grow up." There was no "it's time to relax and have fun and enjoy life." There was "let me try to balance it all." I'm already doing that I suppose. It's not the development of progressive or recessive conclusions. It was just me thinking about the things going on and really trying to see them. It's good to look out the windows sometimes and watch the scenery pass by and look at the people in the car with you and tell them again (even if the last time was just 5 minutes ago) how their company makes this journey through life the great thing that it is.
Fun quotes to remember from the weekend:
bitfiend : "On your mom's face"
glaswegian_took : "If a giant saw that cake, he'd be just like ...boop"
fingerhead : "There's nothing wrong with alittle head"
trickster578 : "Jello is evil!!!"
vonchewie : "26 shots!!!"
xiii13thirteen : "No, I don't think you do."
camenaecamenae : "Bohawk"