Today my heart felt years older and my body much younger.
Ever look at the increments of time tied to things and you just want to flip? 26 years of life? 8 years since highschool? Driving for 10 years? 3 months with glaswegian_took ? They all are measurements for things transcended and still flowing through the veins almost all of them seem like miscalculations when I know they are true. It is like stepping on a scale and being like "OH MY GOD!!! I didn't realize it was so much turn in one direction or the other." It's actually 1 in the morning? Where does all the time go? Straight to the etched lines of your face to some it seems. Wasn't this coffee hot 5 minutes ago? Oh, well maybe it was a bit longer than 5 minutes. Damn is it after 10 o'clock? Are we doing sushi? I have to wait like 5 minutes for them to make the stuff though. I seems a much longer time when not in the context of cooling coffee.
Seems like a lifetime ago I was something I'm not now. Whether that be me 5 years ago or 5 months ago. Sometimes I change more in a month than I will in 3 years. Things move fast now. Things move slow. Do I feel older today? I feel older every hour. Some are blinks of an eye. Some are an eternity. They are both an hour. Lifetimes or a single breath that we are told are the same size.