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Jan 03, 2005 10:32




Happy New Year!!! May there be lots of "new" to follow. Something heavily on my mind lately is change for the positive and how to impliment it. Of course, I could just assume that the good things will just fall in front of me. I think I've received enough of the free generousity of what ever higher power you deem responsible for it. I guess they figured that I'd sit on my ass forever if I didn't receive some sort of motivation. Since I've reemerged into the social arena again lately, I continue to hear about people's observations of my changes in appearence and demeanor. Not all are positive though, nay most I dare say seem a bit negative of not a quite hefty in that department. I admit while I'm not immune to the barbs of impressions and ill timed sometimes tactless opinions best left in the mind and not transferred to audio, I am bothered moreso by how it effects glaswegian_took if they seem to happen in her presence and how it reflects on the type of person I used to be. Sometimes they act as a reminder of how far I've travelled since I began this journey away from things I found familiar. I understand there is sacriface in transitition. There is also reward. I weighed my options. I made a choice. Judging by my smile this morning, it was the right one. If there can ever be such a thing on a word and comment that is so subjective.

New Year's Eve? Awesome. I spent it with bitfiend, whisteriansky, and their gathered attendance. I'd name drop you all, but you know who you are. Someone I'd like to give special recognition to though is Sue as I'm unsure if she has an LJ, but she worked damn hard to provide some stuff for the party and you guys say thank you for me if I didn't say it to her enough at the party. You guys all make great company and if that evening foreshadows the New Year than I think I will be quite comfortable in my annual setting.

New Year's Day? Recovering from the awesome and I lacked energy. I went to eat withglaswegian_took and eeyoreizgloomy at Vinny's Indian Cuisine (it's awesome try it.) I later sat around the apartment and played Dance Dance Revolution with glaswegian_took who whipped my ass in it. I will be training DDR tonight though. Fear the "Dragon" dun dun daaaa!!! We also went tofritzling 's house later that evening. I hear the food was awesome, but we showed up late. We caught the fireworks. I was quiet most of the night in my exhaustion. We were tired so it was home (squeezed a bit more DDR in there ... and cheese poppers) and off to bed.

Day after that? It was great!!! I suppose my serotonin levels boosted back up. I got to see "Lemony Snicket's: A Series of Unfornuate Events." I discovered dark powers and immortality can fit in a small box. I also learned that should I create and mass produce a spaghetti sauce and donate the procedes to charity. I have support.

Happy New Year!!! 
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