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so much has happened:
I left my apartment in providence because that city is a small dirty bed and everyone has slept with everyone else and everyone has a huge mouth and i cannot handle that.
A & I broke up because we just don't work together as a couple, we're on pretty decent terms, although we don't talk or see each other.
I have a boyfriend and his name is Courtney and we live together now.
We are moving to Los Angeles on the 29th
I am composing a sonata and i want to get into scoring films.
salmon is my favourite thing in the world to eat so i eat it a lot.
i chopped off all of my hair and sometimes i really regret it, but sometimes i think it looks cute.
i miss my long luxe locks of love that were so fun to fuck with before
but it's okay, i'll grow it back.
I just hate how everytime i go to l.a. i do something stupid to my hair and then i hate it and feel ugly in the last place i want to feel ugly in.
I got a new tattoo of link from ZELDA!!! it is really cute and it is on my right hip. very saucy, very elven.
I'm in the process of doing interviews with Xiu Xiu / Glass Candy / & Freddy Rupert, formerly This song is a mess but so am I and now the band name is "Heavy Face" for a magazine.
I'm a little worried about finding work in l.a. because that was a major problem of mine last time, but
courtney has connects in the film industry and reality television, so maybe i can do something with that.
also, the person we are initially living with is signed to columbia records and is someone that courtney worked with on a film project before he got signed. so maybe i can finagle a record deal?
i'm feeling more and more like i have very little to offer in the way of music and art, even though i am constantly working, i'm in a situation where i have no equipment beside and a shitty keyboard and a pencil and blank stave paper. I'm in a situation where affording new equipment is pretty much out of the question.
i'm doing web design on the side for a few people to get some bucks, but since i don't have a computer of my own anymore, it's proving to be difficult, and since i don't have photoshop anymore, i can't do slinky graphics for people.
it's a stress, and i'm really hoping to overcome it!
i met courtney's old film teacher from high school and he is the most fantastic gay man i have ever met and so is his boyfriend. his boyfriend worked with andy warhol in the late sixties when pop art started to die. he has an autographed soup can which is pretty interesting and i like it because i feel like his whole campell's soup can thing was more an excersice in dadaism than pop art.
i pretty much dislike warhol, but like the people that worked around him, especially neco, even if she was a heroin addict twat.
speaking of: i'm clean and feel great. I drink a lot, and i haven't smoked any pot (not out of choice) for ageeessssss.
i'm looking foward to seeing die and fei and angie hopefully and justin and all my old friends. i plan to not clubhop a lot. or at all even.
Love,
x mans
I left my apartment in providence because that city is a small dirty bed and everyone has slept with everyone else and everyone has a huge mouth and i cannot handle that.
A & I broke up because we just don't work together as a couple, we're on pretty decent terms, although we don't talk or see each other.
I have a boyfriend and his name is Courtney and we live together now.
We are moving to Los Angeles on the 29th
I am composing a sonata and i want to get into scoring films.
salmon is my favourite thing in the world to eat so i eat it a lot.
i chopped off all of my hair and sometimes i really regret it, but sometimes i think it looks cute.
i miss my long luxe locks of love that were so fun to fuck with before
but it's okay, i'll grow it back.
I just hate how everytime i go to l.a. i do something stupid to my hair and then i hate it and feel ugly in the last place i want to feel ugly in.
I got a new tattoo of link from ZELDA!!! it is really cute and it is on my right hip. very saucy, very elven.
I'm in the process of doing interviews with Xiu Xiu / Glass Candy / & Freddy Rupert, formerly This song is a mess but so am I and now the band name is "Heavy Face" for a magazine.
I'm a little worried about finding work in l.a. because that was a major problem of mine last time, but
courtney has connects in the film industry and reality television, so maybe i can do something with that.
also, the person we are initially living with is signed to columbia records and is someone that courtney worked with on a film project before he got signed. so maybe i can finagle a record deal?
i'm feeling more and more like i have very little to offer in the way of music and art, even though i am constantly working, i'm in a situation where i have no equipment beside and a shitty keyboard and a pencil and blank stave paper. I'm in a situation where affording new equipment is pretty much out of the question.
i'm doing web design on the side for a few people to get some bucks, but since i don't have a computer of my own anymore, it's proving to be difficult, and since i don't have photoshop anymore, i can't do slinky graphics for people.
it's a stress, and i'm really hoping to overcome it!
i met courtney's old film teacher from high school and he is the most fantastic gay man i have ever met and so is his boyfriend. his boyfriend worked with andy warhol in the late sixties when pop art started to die. he has an autographed soup can which is pretty interesting and i like it because i feel like his whole campell's soup can thing was more an excersice in dadaism than pop art.
i pretty much dislike warhol, but like the people that worked around him, especially neco, even if she was a heroin addict twat.
speaking of: i'm clean and feel great. I drink a lot, and i haven't smoked any pot (not out of choice) for ageeessssss.
i'm looking foward to seeing die and fei and angie hopefully and justin and all my old friends. i plan to not clubhop a lot. or at all even.
Love,
x mans