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so dear ol' livejournal....we meet again.
19 more days until Justin and i go down to Florida, as we do every year. 19 days, that's it. i've been counting down since March so 19 days seems like not long at all at this point. i'm very excited, as i usually am, but more so this time because we're actually staying at a Disney resort and i've never done that before. it's going to be grand. i've got everyday, from the 3rd to the 11th, all planned out. well, not every minute of the day but an agenda to keep us on a path instead of wandering off and get distracted by everything, which can happen to 2 ADD kids like Justin and i.
where did the summer go? it was just blistering hot, like, last week and now it's all breezy and cool. weird. i've been so hurried to get to september 3rd and go to Florida that i pretty much didn't pay attention to the summer that was going by. it's almost over and i have basically missed it. meh, oh well. my 25th birthday is 15 days away and i haven't really thought about how close it is recently either. i don't really care much this year. the only good thing that will cross my mind on my birthday is "yay, 4 more days 'til Florida" and i think that's it. getting older seems to mean that birthdays are less significant. in some way to me, that's sad.
i've had a lot to say lately. lots of things i could've written about. but no, i've kept it all in to fester inside my mind. having a myspace account is kind of cool in that it's enabled me to reconnect with people i haven't spoken to or seen in years. but, at the same time i kind of don't like having a myspace account. i keep thinking about deleting it, but there are too many people that i would lose contact with. ah, such is life. talking to Joey and Marissa Burrier again has made me very happy. some sort of relief i guess... in a weird way. but also, it's gotten me thinking a lot about their brother Tommy and suddenly my heart aches. my life is in a different place now and the mere thought of him should not bring me to pieces anymore. i miss him and our best friendship, but i thought by now i'd be past missing him like this. ahhhhhhh, i don't know. it's hard to word. hard to type. hard to think about. hard to bring myself to realize. there's always that one person.....
on a completely different turn, i just remembered a few weeks ago that i really like The Doors. i liked them a lot when i was 13ish.... and somehow they just slipped out of my mind. but i totally dig The Doors and i know it's lame. but, i also like The Transplants so my taste in music obviously has a tendency to be lame.
19 more days until Justin and i go down to Florida, as we do every year. 19 days, that's it. i've been counting down since March so 19 days seems like not long at all at this point. i'm very excited, as i usually am, but more so this time because we're actually staying at a Disney resort and i've never done that before. it's going to be grand. i've got everyday, from the 3rd to the 11th, all planned out. well, not every minute of the day but an agenda to keep us on a path instead of wandering off and get distracted by everything, which can happen to 2 ADD kids like Justin and i.
where did the summer go? it was just blistering hot, like, last week and now it's all breezy and cool. weird. i've been so hurried to get to september 3rd and go to Florida that i pretty much didn't pay attention to the summer that was going by. it's almost over and i have basically missed it. meh, oh well. my 25th birthday is 15 days away and i haven't really thought about how close it is recently either. i don't really care much this year. the only good thing that will cross my mind on my birthday is "yay, 4 more days 'til Florida" and i think that's it. getting older seems to mean that birthdays are less significant. in some way to me, that's sad.
i've had a lot to say lately. lots of things i could've written about. but no, i've kept it all in to fester inside my mind. having a myspace account is kind of cool in that it's enabled me to reconnect with people i haven't spoken to or seen in years. but, at the same time i kind of don't like having a myspace account. i keep thinking about deleting it, but there are too many people that i would lose contact with. ah, such is life. talking to Joey and Marissa Burrier again has made me very happy. some sort of relief i guess... in a weird way. but also, it's gotten me thinking a lot about their brother Tommy and suddenly my heart aches. my life is in a different place now and the mere thought of him should not bring me to pieces anymore. i miss him and our best friendship, but i thought by now i'd be past missing him like this. ahhhhhhh, i don't know. it's hard to word. hard to type. hard to think about. hard to bring myself to realize. there's always that one person.....
on a completely different turn, i just remembered a few weeks ago that i really like The Doors. i liked them a lot when i was 13ish.... and somehow they just slipped out of my mind. but i totally dig The Doors and i know it's lame. but, i also like The Transplants so my taste in music obviously has a tendency to be lame.