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Justin cut his hair super short. it's almost buzzed. true, i hated his long hair because it was getting too long and it looked like feathered girl hair but i hate this way too short hair even more. almost every night to relax and get sleepy i twist his hair in between my fingers. y'know the hair/finger twirl thing ditzy girls to do their own hair? yeah, i do that with his hair because it makes me feel comfy, safe, and relaxed. now i can't because there is no hair to twist. ah, back to the melatonin pills i should be taking anyway. melatonin gives me some fucked up dreams though, let me tell you. i fall into such deep sleep i can't tell dream from reality and don't wake up from noises or movements that would normally wake me up. don't like it.
i love that it is still light out at 5pm again. i also love that our dsl service is fixed. those 4 days with backup dial up suuuuucked.
also, i love soap way way too much. i have 14 different body washes in the shower now. only 4 aren't from Bath and Body Works. i fucking love that store. from there i have Strawberries and Cream (gel and foam), Hot Cocoa, Red Currant and Thyme Tea, Juniper Breeze, Banana, Vanilla Bean, Angel Food Cake, Mango Sorbet, Passionberry Coconut, and Pearberry scented body washes. lovely! then there's Freeman's Juicy Apple sugar scrub and Cranberry bar soap and gel from the Body Shop. mmmm.... i have a different soap for every day in a 2 week period. i love it! i love soapy everything. 5 or 6 bottles of hand soap under the bathroom sink, about 6 bottles of hand sanitizer to put in my bag (1 at a time of course), and 4 bottles of Tide for laundry. you can never be too clean. and....i don't know why i went into such detail about all my soap stuff. weird.
the whole Orlando trip plans are working out weird. i'm kind of pissed. Justin and i already bought our Go Orlando cards and then Kier suddenly remembers that she has to get a new car before May so her money for the trip has to go towards that (why she failed to mention that before is beyond me), Jason is too much of a tight ass with his money to help his own girlfriend out with trip expenses... gahhhhhh. eh, i guess Justin and i will have fun by ourselves but Justin hates rides and i love them so it's never all that fun at theme parks. luckily however, i think i finally convinced my dearest Daniel to come with us. i've wanted him to come all along. he's great and Justin and i love having him around. fucking a.... i AM going to Florida this year.
maybe when i go to Florida i can go and meet the people involved with the Bobby Kent murder case. it's an old case, happened over 10 years ago. i heard bits and pieces of the story when i first moved to Florida and kind of forgot about it until i stumbled upon a book about the whole thing at work. it's fascinating. totally bizarre and completely fucked up. only after reading the book did i find out there was a movie about it too. Bully. it's a well done movie but doesn't piece together correctly if you know the real story behind it. i've become super obsessed with the whole story. well maybe not obsessed but very very interested in the whole thing. i'd love to meet or talk with any of the 7 that murdered Bobby Kent and get the story directly from them. it'd be super interesting.
i want a Team Zissou hoodie.
i love that it is still light out at 5pm again. i also love that our dsl service is fixed. those 4 days with backup dial up suuuuucked.
also, i love soap way way too much. i have 14 different body washes in the shower now. only 4 aren't from Bath and Body Works. i fucking love that store. from there i have Strawberries and Cream (gel and foam), Hot Cocoa, Red Currant and Thyme Tea, Juniper Breeze, Banana, Vanilla Bean, Angel Food Cake, Mango Sorbet, Passionberry Coconut, and Pearberry scented body washes. lovely! then there's Freeman's Juicy Apple sugar scrub and Cranberry bar soap and gel from the Body Shop. mmmm.... i have a different soap for every day in a 2 week period. i love it! i love soapy everything. 5 or 6 bottles of hand soap under the bathroom sink, about 6 bottles of hand sanitizer to put in my bag (1 at a time of course), and 4 bottles of Tide for laundry. you can never be too clean. and....i don't know why i went into such detail about all my soap stuff. weird.
the whole Orlando trip plans are working out weird. i'm kind of pissed. Justin and i already bought our Go Orlando cards and then Kier suddenly remembers that she has to get a new car before May so her money for the trip has to go towards that (why she failed to mention that before is beyond me), Jason is too much of a tight ass with his money to help his own girlfriend out with trip expenses... gahhhhhh. eh, i guess Justin and i will have fun by ourselves but Justin hates rides and i love them so it's never all that fun at theme parks. luckily however, i think i finally convinced my dearest Daniel to come with us. i've wanted him to come all along. he's great and Justin and i love having him around. fucking a.... i AM going to Florida this year.
maybe when i go to Florida i can go and meet the people involved with the Bobby Kent murder case. it's an old case, happened over 10 years ago. i heard bits and pieces of the story when i first moved to Florida and kind of forgot about it until i stumbled upon a book about the whole thing at work. it's fascinating. totally bizarre and completely fucked up. only after reading the book did i find out there was a movie about it too. Bully. it's a well done movie but doesn't piece together correctly if you know the real story behind it. i've become super obsessed with the whole story. well maybe not obsessed but very very interested in the whole thing. i'd love to meet or talk with any of the 7 that murdered Bobby Kent and get the story directly from them. it'd be super interesting.
i want a Team Zissou hoodie.