see you at the bitter end...

Jun 14, 2004 02:40

work was interesting today. Shanon and I sat on our butts and did nothing. It was grand.

I was bored so I had Shanon pierce my second holes. They are 16g...and I don't think I am going to stretch these ones...I want to wear cute little earrings...but they hurt a lot and I would rather pierce anything else on my body...ears always hurt the most in my opinion. *shrugs*

If everything goes as planned tomorrow, I will be moving back into my parents house.
my new phone number will be (508)865-2866 so please call me soon!

Today I cried. Because I miss Wizzo and Kirsten. Whether or not they know this or feel the same way...I trust the two of them with my life.
I haven't known Wizzo that long, but I already feel like he is one of the best friends I've ever had. I hate that he is so far from me...and both of us have shitty cars. *sigh*
And my Kirsten is stuck in Ohio, and lonley. It hurts me so much to know that she is miserable, and I want her to be here with me more than anything.

.....and to you.....

thank you for talking with me tonight. I know it must have been awkward, and I appreciate it. As much as we have bad blood between us, I will always love you and even though it scared me when you showed me that...marking...I guess it kind of proves that you did care...It makes me sad that things will never be like they were when we were younger...I'll remember the fun times we did share, and I hope you won't forget me, or erase me like you tried to do in high school.

*sigh*

oh yea, and ex boyfriends that constantly accuse you of doing things that you didn't do...then apologizing later on and then doing it all over again...yea. they aren't worth it. Especially when you broke up with them a year and a half ago, and no matter what you do, they always try and make your life a living hell.

ok I'm done.
night night.

<3
Rachel
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