your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures
I am up way too early and it sucks beyond all reason.
I have so much to do today and I am dreading it.
Then I have to work until 10. But at least Jen is working with me so I can go out and smoke frequently.
I think I am making a new journal. I like this name...so I might not. I don't know. I want to have that feeling of starting fresh...and getting rid of all the people I don't want on my friends list etc etc. I might even keep this one as a REALLY close friends only journal, and the other one public. I don't know. We shall see.
For some reason I feel like I have been working an awful lot. Its not that I mind, I have a fun job...its just that Ive been missing out on so much...I missed graduation, and everyones parties. I'm missing a lot of my family get togethers...sometimes I wonder if its even worth it. I have to call my mom and start looking for a real full time job soon.
And I'm still missing people. I can't list off who I miss, simply because people will comment saying "blah blah blah you don't miss me I see how it is." and thats just retarded. So basically...if your my friend and I haven't seen you in a while...I MISS YOU<3
oh and I miss Adam just because he's the greatest.<3
I can't wait to take him shopping and go see Harry Potter and go out to eat and watch American Beauty and just be stupid and have fun because I always have fun with him. And I want to take pictures with him. *grins*
That...was rambling.
I'm going to go and get ready to run errands. Awesome.
<3
me.
I have so much to do today and I am dreading it.
Then I have to work until 10. But at least Jen is working with me so I can go out and smoke frequently.
I think I am making a new journal. I like this name...so I might not. I don't know. I want to have that feeling of starting fresh...and getting rid of all the people I don't want on my friends list etc etc. I might even keep this one as a REALLY close friends only journal, and the other one public. I don't know. We shall see.
For some reason I feel like I have been working an awful lot. Its not that I mind, I have a fun job...its just that Ive been missing out on so much...I missed graduation, and everyones parties. I'm missing a lot of my family get togethers...sometimes I wonder if its even worth it. I have to call my mom and start looking for a real full time job soon.
And I'm still missing people. I can't list off who I miss, simply because people will comment saying "blah blah blah you don't miss me I see how it is." and thats just retarded. So basically...if your my friend and I haven't seen you in a while...I MISS YOU<3
oh and I miss Adam just because he's the greatest.<3
I can't wait to take him shopping and go see Harry Potter and go out to eat and watch American Beauty and just be stupid and have fun because I always have fun with him. And I want to take pictures with him. *grins*
That...was rambling.
I'm going to go and get ready to run errands. Awesome.
<3
me.