which would you prefer my finger on the trigger or...((LONG))
Perfection by: Matt Kapala
You are just there
You never leave
Your like a second conscience
My mind has conceived
You always succeed
You are never defeated
You always are full of mental energy
When everyone else's is depleted.
Its always so annoying
When you never try
There's limits are the roofs of their houses
Your limit is the sky
Have you ever thought
Of caring for your friends
And what would happen to you
When you didn't have them in the end
You scare all the others
They feel inferior
Yes, I'm talking to you
That moron in the mirror
alright this week has absolutly been nuts.. a lot of basketball.
what day do you want me to start with? alright i guess i'll start with monday.
i was supposed to wake up early and go to maggies at 8:45 lmfao. but um that didnt happen. so maggie stayed up waiting lmfao. and we left a message and she didnt get it. finally she called me and was like wth. and i told her and so i went there later. ate some qdoba. and got lost in the mean time. so umm got there we went swimming effin awesome so much fun. and then um her dad came to pick us up. and he was like wanna spend the night and i wanted to but i couldnt because i had to go to dinner with my dad. they dropped me off. and we went out to dinner with my dad for his birthday. it was alright. then came home next day.. went to maggies at 8:45 a.m. lmfao. she wasnt awake so i knocked on all of the windows. it was hillarious. hung out watched tv and what not. it was a lottt of fun. we played the balancing game. and it was jsut so much fun. so many gts. then we had basketball at holmes. didnt play that much and idk why. but oh well i didnt want to be there. so then there was games the rest of the week for playoffs and such. then i spent the night at maggies. we were talking on the phone and such. and i was doing flips lmao. so funny. maggie your shorts. lmao. SILLY WABBIT TRICKS ARE FOR KIDS! omg i love you maggs. the next day i went to maggies house. her mom was having a party. so we helped with that. and we swam dunking eachother of course. omg and doing the handstands and flip things. that was hillarious. um then i think we went to visit tyler and maggie by the way dropped my new phone that i got in the mail cause i broke the other one in a pan of soapy water. lmfao so we were trying to get it to work. and um yeah we talked to him for a little bit. haha putting the bike on that trevor kids porch that was great. um and yeah so then we went home and saw her cousin collin hes adorable! it was a lot of fun at the party. a lot of laughs. then omfg we prank called with mike at night lmfao. it was hillarious. you gotta read maggies for all the details. we about peed our pants. it was so funny. then the next day we hung out went to her brace changing thingy. and then went to the mall. and got frugurts. idk. they are like fruit with frozen yogurt realllyyy good. and um then we went to elga. we wanted to go to the buick. but it was a little late. um we kinda hung out with tyler jake kristo zach and trent. but then we ditched them and went back they were gonna come swimming but they didnt cause my dad ended up coming. so i just left. but it was one hell of a week with her. lol. then the next day. we picked up alexa to go and meet maggie at her house for the buick. it was tons of fun at the buick with those ladies. after the buick we went back to maggies house and we got out the mikes cause her 'rents werent there. so yeah chug chug chug! lmao. and alexa almost pissing her pants. so many gts. i love them so much! then me my brother and lexa sat there talking waiting for lex's dad. cause maggs left. so we went back to her house. ordered some pizza. and what not. lots of fun. then i ended up spending the night at alexas and we went to the buick the next day. omg that was soo much fun alexa the boys who kept looking at us. lol haha actually they were laughing at me. keck.. lol. and then they grabbed your ass. getting so excited for autographs. this is why i cant play golf im too loud. almost getting ran over by john daily. chillin in the condo lmfao. alexa eating m&ms me and maggie drinking all their pop. the girl coming in. ummm who are you? alexa's full with m&ms lmfao. alexa: umm im alan robbs daughter. me: im arthur buschs. that guy right there. lmfao. maggie: i really wish i had a dad here. lmfao. omg. and then we were like um yeah still eating and drinking their pop. then it was awkward and left. haha gts.. then wanting to get hit by tiger wood's ball. my phone going off when they were golfing lmfao. the guys getting our numbers. 730-**** haha. so funny. then the golf cart lmfao. i was looking to see where they were golfing!!! a golf cart came like REALLLYY FAST. and i almost got ran over i was like ____ that close! and 5 mins later WHOOPS SORRY!! lmao. tiger is right there putting in front of us. and heres alexa: HES SWEATING LIKE A PIG! john daily is trying to get his ball out of the crowd. we are like right next to him and alexa goes: WOW! HE HAS A REALLY BAD HAIR DYING JOB! IT LOOKS LIKE HE DID IT AT HOME! and she said it really loud lmfao. sooo funny. then me getting all the autographs. getting fluffs was my favorite. tiger woods caddy threw an APPLE CORE AT ME! beat that bitch! so many gts. then my dad picked us up and we went to mitp which was awesome. we got to see everyone. strickland cella samara brad ben leighann devin idk just everyone. then i gotta hang out with the st john vianny clan. tiffany kristen danielle and heather those girls are purely the shit they are so nice. my pimped phone. fire pole dance. i was so hypperr i wonder why...someone gave me amp.. samara haha. me and alexas rap. hahaha then lexa spent the night so much fun. she always eats sooo effin much ;) lol haha. the next day we took alexa back i think! idk i forget a lot so much happend. oh yeahh. i wanted to go to the buick. but i had to clean my room which i didnt do. because i went to visit my aunts and cousins and uncles :( purely sucked. but i got to ride my cousin johns motorcycle which was soo much fun. the next day. i forgot what i did. but on tuesday i went to the golf club with miss alexa robb. and that was fun. me her and my brother hung out. then um we went to her house. we rode our bikes and such that was fun and went for a walk with her mom. and we went to jakes for a bit. i love that kid hes so effin awesome. we jumped on his trampoline. me and alexa rode the double bike. and i of course ate my pop tart. lol. and made alexa do all the work. lmao. haha. um then we went to sleep. and i cant remember all the details but we had a lot of gts. and then on wednesday we woke up early. helped her mom at the store. sorting shoes. went to starbross. and such. that was fun then we talked to gene into taking us to sallys lmfao to get a fucking straightener. soo funny. then we went to the mall which we had quite a few laughs. and saw jaimie brady and amanda. hung out with them. it was pretty fun. me and alexa were nuts as usual. then we went back to alexas moms store. oh and we got some underwear from victorias and got some pimpen jewelery for the dance. and lex got bangin earrings with brady. and her and jaim got some awesome glasses. oh and lex got a collared shirt from hco. um yeah it was fun. we went back to the store got ready. ordered pizza. yeah. hah. then we went to the physical. i was the only one who got the physical cause it wouldve been to long for lex. so she went with me and my mom to a&w brushed our teeth and changed into our short ass skirts. and we got some root beer and left for the dance. it was an A W E S O M E dance one of the best ones. i met so many new people. didnt slow dance with anyone but i grinded with quite a few people. which was fun. got to see everyone. met a girl from orange county. which was awesome. it was so much fun. i loved it. so many gts. i love everyone who was there! lol umm yeah then me and lex went back to my house. yeah pretty fun. then slept. then in the morning we ate a lot. and took her back to her store. and me and my mom went to drop my brother off at the golf club. and we went shopping i got some tinted lip gloss. and a really cute shirt. my mom got 2 pairs of shoes. and some other shit. then later that night ((thursday btw august 4)) we went to birch run with my sister to find her an outfit for my cousins wedding which is saturday. we went to bcbg ehh not much we could find. we went to gap. she got some pants. i think my mom got something somewhere but i forgot what she got. then we went to ralph lauren jean company or something close to it. i got 2 sweaters for school and a pink shirt thats glittery its cute. i saw my skirt there that i just got from marshall fields. they had pink and white there!!! grr!! i might go back and get that color cause its so damn hott lol. so yeah we spent a lot of money there. and we stopped to get a drink and some gas and i saw jasmine! i miss her so much! jasmine from clio. yeah i love that girl shes hillarious. didnt get to talk long. so we left. and today. ive been cleaning my room and such. its coming along. I TOOK OFF THE LABELS ALEXA lol. and um im gonna drop my brother off with my mom at fgc. and im gonna go shopping with her. so that should be fun. then saturday im going to go to my cousins wedding and sunday im going to emilies then heading up north with her until wednesday :) im so excited!! we are getting a hotel right by the water itll be the shit! lol. well thats it for now i really miss amy! amy!!! WHERE ARE YOU!! lol. well i warned you about this long entry! ill ttyl i love you xoxo. brit.
You are just there
You never leave
Your like a second conscience
My mind has conceived
You always succeed
You are never defeated
You always are full of mental energy
When everyone else's is depleted.
Its always so annoying
When you never try
There's limits are the roofs of their houses
Your limit is the sky
Have you ever thought
Of caring for your friends
And what would happen to you
When you didn't have them in the end
You scare all the others
They feel inferior
Yes, I'm talking to you
That moron in the mirror
alright this week has absolutly been nuts.. a lot of basketball.
what day do you want me to start with? alright i guess i'll start with monday.
i was supposed to wake up early and go to maggies at 8:45 lmfao. but um that didnt happen. so maggie stayed up waiting lmfao. and we left a message and she didnt get it. finally she called me and was like wth. and i told her and so i went there later. ate some qdoba. and got lost in the mean time. so umm got there we went swimming effin awesome so much fun. and then um her dad came to pick us up. and he was like wanna spend the night and i wanted to but i couldnt because i had to go to dinner with my dad. they dropped me off. and we went out to dinner with my dad for his birthday. it was alright. then came home next day.. went to maggies at 8:45 a.m. lmfao. she wasnt awake so i knocked on all of the windows. it was hillarious. hung out watched tv and what not. it was a lottt of fun. we played the balancing game. and it was jsut so much fun. so many gts. then we had basketball at holmes. didnt play that much and idk why. but oh well i didnt want to be there. so then there was games the rest of the week for playoffs and such. then i spent the night at maggies. we were talking on the phone and such. and i was doing flips lmao. so funny. maggie your shorts. lmao. SILLY WABBIT TRICKS ARE FOR KIDS! omg i love you maggs. the next day i went to maggies house. her mom was having a party. so we helped with that. and we swam dunking eachother of course. omg and doing the handstands and flip things. that was hillarious. um then i think we went to visit tyler and maggie by the way dropped my new phone that i got in the mail cause i broke the other one in a pan of soapy water. lmfao so we were trying to get it to work. and um yeah we talked to him for a little bit. haha putting the bike on that trevor kids porch that was great. um and yeah so then we went home and saw her cousin collin hes adorable! it was a lot of fun at the party. a lot of laughs. then omfg we prank called with mike at night lmfao. it was hillarious. you gotta read maggies for all the details. we about peed our pants. it was so funny. then the next day we hung out went to her brace changing thingy. and then went to the mall. and got frugurts. idk. they are like fruit with frozen yogurt realllyyy good. and um then we went to elga. we wanted to go to the buick. but it was a little late. um we kinda hung out with tyler jake kristo zach and trent. but then we ditched them and went back they were gonna come swimming but they didnt cause my dad ended up coming. so i just left. but it was one hell of a week with her. lol. then the next day. we picked up alexa to go and meet maggie at her house for the buick. it was tons of fun at the buick with those ladies. after the buick we went back to maggies house and we got out the mikes cause her 'rents werent there. so yeah chug chug chug! lmao. and alexa almost pissing her pants. so many gts. i love them so much! then me my brother and lexa sat there talking waiting for lex's dad. cause maggs left. so we went back to her house. ordered some pizza. and what not. lots of fun. then i ended up spending the night at alexas and we went to the buick the next day. omg that was soo much fun alexa the boys who kept looking at us. lol haha actually they were laughing at me. keck.. lol. and then they grabbed your ass. getting so excited for autographs. this is why i cant play golf im too loud. almost getting ran over by john daily. chillin in the condo lmfao. alexa eating m&ms me and maggie drinking all their pop. the girl coming in. ummm who are you? alexa's full with m&ms lmfao. alexa: umm im alan robbs daughter. me: im arthur buschs. that guy right there. lmfao. maggie: i really wish i had a dad here. lmfao. omg. and then we were like um yeah still eating and drinking their pop. then it was awkward and left. haha gts.. then wanting to get hit by tiger wood's ball. my phone going off when they were golfing lmfao. the guys getting our numbers. 730-**** haha. so funny. then the golf cart lmfao. i was looking to see where they were golfing!!! a golf cart came like REALLLYY FAST. and i almost got ran over i was like ____ that close! and 5 mins later WHOOPS SORRY!! lmao. tiger is right there putting in front of us. and heres alexa: HES SWEATING LIKE A PIG! john daily is trying to get his ball out of the crowd. we are like right next to him and alexa goes: WOW! HE HAS A REALLY BAD HAIR DYING JOB! IT LOOKS LIKE HE DID IT AT HOME! and she said it really loud lmfao. sooo funny. then me getting all the autographs. getting fluffs was my favorite. tiger woods caddy threw an APPLE CORE AT ME! beat that bitch! so many gts. then my dad picked us up and we went to mitp which was awesome. we got to see everyone. strickland cella samara brad ben leighann devin idk just everyone. then i gotta hang out with the st john vianny clan. tiffany kristen danielle and heather those girls are purely the shit they are so nice. my pimped phone. fire pole dance. i was so hypperr i wonder why...someone gave me amp.. samara haha. me and alexas rap. hahaha then lexa spent the night so much fun. she always eats sooo effin much ;) lol haha. the next day we took alexa back i think! idk i forget a lot so much happend. oh yeahh. i wanted to go to the buick. but i had to clean my room which i didnt do. because i went to visit my aunts and cousins and uncles :( purely sucked. but i got to ride my cousin johns motorcycle which was soo much fun. the next day. i forgot what i did. but on tuesday i went to the golf club with miss alexa robb. and that was fun. me her and my brother hung out. then um we went to her house. we rode our bikes and such that was fun and went for a walk with her mom. and we went to jakes for a bit. i love that kid hes so effin awesome. we jumped on his trampoline. me and alexa rode the double bike. and i of course ate my pop tart. lol. and made alexa do all the work. lmao. haha. um then we went to sleep. and i cant remember all the details but we had a lot of gts. and then on wednesday we woke up early. helped her mom at the store. sorting shoes. went to starbross. and such. that was fun then we talked to gene into taking us to sallys lmfao to get a fucking straightener. soo funny. then we went to the mall which we had quite a few laughs. and saw jaimie brady and amanda. hung out with them. it was pretty fun. me and alexa were nuts as usual. then we went back to alexas moms store. oh and we got some underwear from victorias and got some pimpen jewelery for the dance. and lex got bangin earrings with brady. and her and jaim got some awesome glasses. oh and lex got a collared shirt from hco. um yeah it was fun. we went back to the store got ready. ordered pizza. yeah. hah. then we went to the physical. i was the only one who got the physical cause it wouldve been to long for lex. so she went with me and my mom to a&w brushed our teeth and changed into our short ass skirts. and we got some root beer and left for the dance. it was an A W E S O M E dance one of the best ones. i met so many new people. didnt slow dance with anyone but i grinded with quite a few people. which was fun. got to see everyone. met a girl from orange county. which was awesome. it was so much fun. i loved it. so many gts. i love everyone who was there! lol umm yeah then me and lex went back to my house. yeah pretty fun. then slept. then in the morning we ate a lot. and took her back to her store. and me and my mom went to drop my brother off at the golf club. and we went shopping i got some tinted lip gloss. and a really cute shirt. my mom got 2 pairs of shoes. and some other shit. then later that night ((thursday btw august 4)) we went to birch run with my sister to find her an outfit for my cousins wedding which is saturday. we went to bcbg ehh not much we could find. we went to gap. she got some pants. i think my mom got something somewhere but i forgot what she got. then we went to ralph lauren jean company or something close to it. i got 2 sweaters for school and a pink shirt thats glittery its cute. i saw my skirt there that i just got from marshall fields. they had pink and white there!!! grr!! i might go back and get that color cause its so damn hott lol. so yeah we spent a lot of money there. and we stopped to get a drink and some gas and i saw jasmine! i miss her so much! jasmine from clio. yeah i love that girl shes hillarious. didnt get to talk long. so we left. and today. ive been cleaning my room and such. its coming along. I TOOK OFF THE LABELS ALEXA lol. and um im gonna drop my brother off with my mom at fgc. and im gonna go shopping with her. so that should be fun. then saturday im going to go to my cousins wedding and sunday im going to emilies then heading up north with her until wednesday :) im so excited!! we are getting a hotel right by the water itll be the shit! lol. well thats it for now i really miss amy! amy!!! WHERE ARE YOU!! lol. well i warned you about this long entry! ill ttyl i love you xoxo. brit.