even more confused ?
so since my last entry me & rob have argued, been friends, argued some more & now i dont know. i would have been with him 2 yrs today so yeh im a bit emotional things have got to me a bit. not that ive let anyone see. thing is we've been talkin about meeting up well ive asked just because i need to know how i truly feel. this morning i text him asking "why is it you dont want to see me. is it because your scared something might happen, or just genuinely dont want to see me". he replied "coz i dont know if i want to be with you and if i saw you i would want too :(". i dont know what the hell to do ? i dont wanna push, but i dno how much more i can take. i love him but im sensing hes scared. saturday he text me really upset and its like he still turns to me because im there ? my heads all over the place.