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im surprised at how ive dealt with things. yeh i cried for a week & things were tough but im past that. despite everything i cant hate him & i never will. saying that i think i like someone. well i have for ages but i denied it to myself because i was in love with rob but now im not. wow i cant believe i just wrote that. i just sat back to read that again. anyway im busy working at the min and just being me its nice. i miss rob & just the little things i know i wont ever forget them. apart of me still loves him for some stupid reason. i hope one day me & him can be on good terms although its unlikely right now, things do change. why id want that i dont know its messed up. i guess you never know what the future holds until it happens. the future is what i have to look forward too now and i am :].