so. like. yesterday. it was great.
the carnival was fun. i had fun.
but than my uncle decideed to spy on us.
and see if we were lying. and at the carnival.
and like ugh.
he didnt see my sisters car.
cuz she let someone use it to go get there phone.
and she didnt want to tell my uncle.
cuz she would get in trouble.
so basically he thinks we werent at the carnival.
and now he said " YOU GUYS CANT GO ANYWHERE TOGETHER ANYMORE"
i cant do anything. not even youth group.
i have pictures of us at the carnival.
and he said "FUCK PICTURES" so yah.
this isnt a "your grounded for this much time" type of deal its.
"you cant go anywhere anymore" type of deal.
i live in hell right now.
and thats how i feel.
at this point id rather go live with my dad.
even if my dad is crazy.
its better than here.
more than ever. i wish my mom was here.
she left me with a monster.
and i cant take this anymore.
i call this the "HELL HOUSE"
and im gonna get out of here.
daddy u better be ready for me.
<3
these are my best friends. the one reason im scared to go with my dad. is that i would have to leave them. and thats going to be hard for me. cuz they are what keeps me going. there everything to me. i LOVE them. so much. u just dont know. Me.John.Kayse.BFF.