心肝宝贝
was talking to ty about some old song on my blog.
got into the mood to search my blog for it.
and found something else.
心肝宝贝 by andy lau.
a song jj dedicated to me while i was in the States.
a song i have long forgotten.
but seeing it, i recalled my feelings.
i love being loved, and being in love.
some days, i forgot being loved.
instead, i remember songs i should not be remembering.
i feel feelings i should have long chased away.
but somehow, that's life.
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what's so good about being in love?
i guess, it is the knowledge of having one extra person in your life, who is not blood-related to you, and yet you can rely on totally.
he will always be around.
always there when you need him.
never failing you.
and you too, will lovingly, wholesomely commit to him.
it is just different with friends sometimes.
yes, with friends, there are less heated arguments.
but sometimes, you just feel uneasy having to impose yourself on your friends.
it is like, you might be worried that when you need a particular friend, he or she will reject you.
or even if he or she doesn't, you might feel like you should not have asked that.
okay, i guess this doesn't apply to all friends.
but still, the special someone is so overrated, because this is one reason.
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on a side note,
Happy 29th month.. to us.