issues...pshhh
Ok, i think ive been posting everywhere a lot lately. I've had a lot on my mind. First of all theres this guy, his name shall remain a secret. This guy kinda likes me. I never expected someone like him to even pay attention to me and somehow he ..... likes me. wow. I dont know whats running through his mind but i know that my boyfriend doesnt even want me to talk to him at all. which makes perfect sense because i almost dated him. problem - parents. Why is it that your options never truly appear open to you untill you are with someone. or maybe its just that ppl take too much time trying choose which is better then to choose whether its actually best to choose at all. Ranting if it makes any sense, please tell me. I'm actually happy where im at though. Just wondering what would have happened had i known how much he liked me or maybe i should have just talked to him instead of listening to someone else about him. go to the source eh? however, things happened as they did and im really glad to have a chance with adam. He's really awsome to me. The other day he got me lillies because i was in a bad mood. Just because. hes been really respectfull to me and listening to how i feel without nagging on how i should feel about this or this. i feel like were so much alike that i could tell him anything and he would almost always say "i know what you mean." Its a great feeling that ive been waiting for for a long time. He accepts me for me and doesnt hold me back from things that i want to do or try. hes not close minded about anything. :-D i know that i may have jumped into this. i was really lonely before this and needed something to hold onto. its scarey after being with someone a year then suddenly being alone. i could handle it but then not only did i start missing the good things about being in a relationship...i started missing the sex too. ;-) lol. There are so many reasons why it didnt work out the first time including culture, personality, likes, but ill never regret it. I wish that i had gone for someone else in highschool. there was this guy who i was interested in, but i figured that he would never like someone like me and i never bothered to say anything. i didnt want to get turned down. just gotta be more confident. Thats how i got to be with adam. ;-)
here come the random pics from the last couple of weeks:
This is me trying to take a picture of myself for a new profile pic. i was really bored.
This is adam
This is my sister Devin, looking very pretty :-D
This is Anthony, hes been there for me when ive been down and hes an awsome friend. Next to Anthony is Allyson, very awsome chic.
This is Craig, Adams friend, very cool. His mom is famous because now all my sisters lil friends are using the "craigs mom" comeback. lol.
here come the random pics from the last couple of weeks:
This is me trying to take a picture of myself for a new profile pic. i was really bored.
This is adam
This is my sister Devin, looking very pretty :-D
This is Anthony, hes been there for me when ive been down and hes an awsome friend. Next to Anthony is Allyson, very awsome chic.
This is Craig, Adams friend, very cool. His mom is famous because now all my sisters lil friends are using the "craigs mom" comeback. lol.