Pregnancy appears to be going well for the baby...
But not so much for my mental health. I have a lot of internal negative feelings about myself on a normal basis, but can medicate enough to reason my way through. Right now, not so much. I'm having a really hard time with everything, but not to the point of breakdowns anymore, now its just a constant level of self hatred for my body and my brain function and feeling crazy and erratic constantly. Incompetent. Lazy. Fat. Ugly. Stupid. But Tuesday we find out sex of the baby!