divide and conquer, your only guideline, im so lost.
now I can breathe again.
Everything today is confusing because I don't even know what I want at this point, or how to get it, I need to get my map back, the one that I never really had.
OKAY, next week needs to get busy because we have 4 half days and I need to at least feel like I have friends, even if I'm only lying to myself. so if you are a pretended friend, we should make the plans.
&&&I miss my little baby Sam more than anything right now, he should be in his new apartment out West by tomorrow, 4 day drive, that sucks for them. at least i got to talk to him last night.
But everything is still falling apart and moving away on me, once again, I guess our world just needs to go to hell every eight years or so or it will never be ok.
UH-OH...PROGRESS REPORTS TOMORROW=DEATHDEATHDEATHDEATH, my mom is going to murder me because of my failure to do well, it was nice knowing most of you.goodbye
Everything today is confusing because I don't even know what I want at this point, or how to get it, I need to get my map back, the one that I never really had.
OKAY, next week needs to get busy because we have 4 half days and I need to at least feel like I have friends, even if I'm only lying to myself. so if you are a pretended friend, we should make the plans.
&&&I miss my little baby Sam more than anything right now, he should be in his new apartment out West by tomorrow, 4 day drive, that sucks for them. at least i got to talk to him last night.
But everything is still falling apart and moving away on me, once again, I guess our world just needs to go to hell every eight years or so or it will never be ok.
UH-OH...PROGRESS REPORTS TOMORROW=DEATHDEATHDEATHDEATH, my mom is going to murder me because of my failure to do well, it was nice knowing most of you.goodbye