alone?
im dressed like an 80's disater.
im not beauty. everything but i would say.
talk to you but no ones even listening to me.
wonder why i bother but you keep me so intrigued.
i hate your guts but i sit there like a puppet. i wont m
ove unless you do. dont speak anything you would
n t want to hear.
i hate your complaining. shutting
you up
always seemed to do the trick.
foe more friend. you cant decide whether or not
your embarassed of me. i know you are. everyone is
why? im not sure.
when patterns happen over and over can you really blame the
majority?
foolish. im no fool. im nothing but a fool.
not alone a single second. you say im alone.
lonely
im never alone.
im not one person. a person of many. many that i will never love.
i cant love this person. im never myself.
im always conversing even if im sitt
ing alone.
i fight myself.
im sick of fighting.
i your noth
ing. im the greatest arch enemy i will
ever know.
but alas. i cannot escape myself.
im no fool
realist?
none of these.
i have share deeper thoughts with electronic paper
than i ever will with you.
i can backspace here.
you know... how it is...when you know something is wrong
but you cant explain it in words?
its foolish.
im nothing but a fool.