Apr 09, 2009 21:30
i keep on trying to tell myself that everything happens for a reason
emily canty told me that this is our lesson. we keep on giving EVERYTHING to these stupid boys that just take advantage of us.. and use us for everything we can give them.. and throw us out when we're old news
he told me that he doesnt know what he wants, but he doenst want us to hate eachother. he still wants to talk. meanwhile he told me a few days ago that maybe we shouldnt talk for a while. so i stopped texting him .. then he texts me, twice, and then sends me a pic of us from 2 weeks ago. WTF is he doing to me... and then hes calling me now too.. thats awesome.
he doesnt love me anymore.. but he still cares about me????
then he said he got a weird feeling in his stomach when i told him i went out with a bunch of guys last night... so000o0o wtf does that mean???
he said he doenst want me out fucking the next guy.. or somethin like that i wasnt really paying attention cause i was too fucking angry
im going to stop talking to him. and ignore him ... i cant put up with this shit...
you cant have your cake and eat it too. ya fucking asshole
as always plans fell through for tonight. sooo ill be doing nothing. as usual.
FML