Apr 13, 2008 00:19
last night was extreme. haha we went to brits frineds in sound side. and we drank a bit. that was good times
then tonight we went to steph's appt. but britt had to work at 12 so we didnt stay that long, but we got drunk, and i hate her right now,c ause she ordered a pie and i totally just had 3 slices. that is fucking disgusting. whatevr
its really sad right now, cause i really miss him,i sit up at night wishing he was there to hold me.
i just want someone to kiss me, and just let me know that everything is going to be ok
i almost drunk dialed him which would have been really bad.
i think the thing that i miss the most was feeling comfortable around him. he never made me feel fat. or ugly even when i just woke up
i miss that so much, do you have any idea how hard it is trying to find someone who loves me for just who i am. its not fair
im so tempted all the time to just tell him i miss him and im sorry and i want him here with me.