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so does anyone know what its like when the person you love is so fucking far away?
coping mechanisms would be greatly appreciated..
im hating on life right now. ive gone out once ... and ive been home since the 17th of may.
and i chilled with kyle for like 4 hours. we watched a movie, and then tv.. and then i went home..
my friedns are really ghey.. or we're not really friends anymore... everyone has their priorities fucked up
lauren talked to me last night. made me feel better...
but im still bored and lonely and sick of it...
i just dont want to be here.. i even told my dad... and he asked me where i wanted to go... id go anywhere...
anywhere but here.. hes like what about me? who will hang out with me.. well for the 2 hours at night my dad is actually home. i think he can deal without me..
cant go to florida. cause of garretts bday and moms bday... then i apparently make a really good shoffer.. so thats what ill be doing during the week.. taking garrett to and from finals.. cause obviously thats the only reason im alive right now.. so that he has somewhere to drive him..
whatever. im not in the mood for anything i need to get out of my house..
garrett and i came to the conclusion that the double concusion my mom had totally changed her. and we cant stand her anymore.. shes nasty, she forgets things and blames it on us.. and we just dont want to deal with her anymore. i cant wait till i move out. and when i do, ill most likely take garrett with me..
coping mechanisms would be greatly appreciated..
im hating on life right now. ive gone out once ... and ive been home since the 17th of may.
and i chilled with kyle for like 4 hours. we watched a movie, and then tv.. and then i went home..
my friedns are really ghey.. or we're not really friends anymore... everyone has their priorities fucked up
lauren talked to me last night. made me feel better...
but im still bored and lonely and sick of it...
i just dont want to be here.. i even told my dad... and he asked me where i wanted to go... id go anywhere...
anywhere but here.. hes like what about me? who will hang out with me.. well for the 2 hours at night my dad is actually home. i think he can deal without me..
cant go to florida. cause of garretts bday and moms bday... then i apparently make a really good shoffer.. so thats what ill be doing during the week.. taking garrett to and from finals.. cause obviously thats the only reason im alive right now.. so that he has somewhere to drive him..
whatever. im not in the mood for anything i need to get out of my house..
garrett and i came to the conclusion that the double concusion my mom had totally changed her. and we cant stand her anymore.. shes nasty, she forgets things and blames it on us.. and we just dont want to deal with her anymore. i cant wait till i move out. and when i do, ill most likely take garrett with me..