Bang Bang, You're Dead

Jun 12, 2005 00:03

Sometimes I hate being alive, but i'm to afraid to be dead.

...that quote is so true, not just for me, but for a lot of teenagers. I know that sometimes I hate living so much. I think of ways I could end it all, ways to die. Bt then I realize, dying is something unknown. I don't know where I'll go, what will happen. I get terrified. Too terrified to follow through with any plan that I had concocted in my head.

I also realize that I can hurt myself all I'd like ( I have before), but I know I would never be able to kill myself. It's stupid and selfish and senseless. God does not give anyone more than they can handle. It is up to you to decide whether you are up for the challenge of handling the situation and moving on. Going through your problems makes you stronger. I just wish people would realize that they can handle anything that comes their way.
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