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Theres been a lot of drama amongst friends lately
Its very wierd
Many of you i know and many i dont. Some of you i do honestly care about and you may not even know it.
I feel that sometimes people think i hate them. When really i like most people. There are people that could die and i would laugh, but they know who they are.
i love my friends more than anything
i love that i can be spending time with them and KNOW that at that very moment, i am making a memory
I am going away to grand valley next year
But the year after that which will be 2006-2007 i am taking off
Jon is taking it off
Eric is Taking it off
And Mitch is taking it off
Hopefully Mason Shapiro too
but when i am back, i am not working and i am not going to school, i will sell my organs if i need money.
but that entire year (and possibly more) will be dedicated to Mega Mang
some people may say that is stupid. But we will be doing something that most are too scared to attempt.
Drugs and Drinking are not going to get in the way.
As of today i am never going to let another drop of alcohol pass my lips
alcohol has fucked up my childhood
alcohol has fucked up my parents
alcohol has ruined every memory i have of my dad
alcohol shattered my reality
I Watched my fathers lifeless body get dragged out of my front door on my 16th birthday
I got a phone call from the hospital that said "he might not make it"
I visited my father in rehabilitation
GOD dammit, how the fuck could i ever engage in such a fucking thing
I Hate myself for ever choosing to drink
I hate myself for doing it more than a couple times
But Goddammit, I hate myself the most for ever even looking down my fathers path.
i dont usually like to talk about the whole situation, but i have been writing a paper and thinking all day.
I swear that if anyone ever doubts this or gives me shit about it, i will destroy you and everything you stand for.
Its very wierd
Many of you i know and many i dont. Some of you i do honestly care about and you may not even know it.
I feel that sometimes people think i hate them. When really i like most people. There are people that could die and i would laugh, but they know who they are.
i love my friends more than anything
i love that i can be spending time with them and KNOW that at that very moment, i am making a memory
I am going away to grand valley next year
But the year after that which will be 2006-2007 i am taking off
Jon is taking it off
Eric is Taking it off
And Mitch is taking it off
Hopefully Mason Shapiro too
but when i am back, i am not working and i am not going to school, i will sell my organs if i need money.
but that entire year (and possibly more) will be dedicated to Mega Mang
some people may say that is stupid. But we will be doing something that most are too scared to attempt.
Drugs and Drinking are not going to get in the way.
As of today i am never going to let another drop of alcohol pass my lips
alcohol has fucked up my childhood
alcohol has fucked up my parents
alcohol has ruined every memory i have of my dad
alcohol shattered my reality
I Watched my fathers lifeless body get dragged out of my front door on my 16th birthday
I got a phone call from the hospital that said "he might not make it"
I visited my father in rehabilitation
GOD dammit, how the fuck could i ever engage in such a fucking thing
I Hate myself for ever choosing to drink
I hate myself for doing it more than a couple times
But Goddammit, I hate myself the most for ever even looking down my fathers path.
i dont usually like to talk about the whole situation, but i have been writing a paper and thinking all day.
I swear that if anyone ever doubts this or gives me shit about it, i will destroy you and everything you stand for.