Dec 12, 2006 16:36
...i have nothing to hide... deal with this..
...anywho, so there is a lot going on
at the moment.. ...im in bama
living with my dad and it's great
but my uncle is here and he pisses
me off... ..he already gipped me
$20 bucks... ..man $20 buck is
$20 bucks... ..you dig?? ..i wish
he was somewhere else instead of
living on our couch... ..it's annoying!
..and he needs to go some place else..
..."get a fucking job the inside of
my mind yells to me secretly about him"..
..i wish he would change... my dad
and i are in this together how we
hate him and if he dissappeard no
one would care... ..it's sad but he
did it to himself.. ...whatever,
thats his own fucked up life that
he is living... ..not mine...
..and for my supposid best friend... well,
lets just say that she is a nightmare..
...fuck her man.. ...like i dont get why
i have to constantly call her and ask
her to hang out.. ...and when we do hangout..
all she wants to do is invite guys with
us... ..finally i told her that she was
attention starved because she is simply
that.. ...i flat out told her that she needs
to stop basing her life on how many guys and
how many times she has sex... ..and i told
her that she might get aids and die and that
there was no reason to get huffy with me
because i was just giving my honest analysis
of what i think she is doing wrong and that
guys don't want a slut they want a lady...
am i right?? ..and i told her to stop
complaining that she's not getting any
attention... guys don't want a weak girl...
they want a confident woman... ..i swear
shes like clueless or something...
...like hello.. ..wake up!! ...i hate
stupid people!!
...and lately i have gone over to eric
and jc's house.. ...they are pretty cool..
...but one night out of the ordinary eric
asks me to go to a bar or whatever and
invites me out to hang... ..but jc invites
me to his bedroom to give me a massage
instead.. ...and i end up doing something
retarded i know.. ...but i am human..
...and i am sometimes shallow. ..anyway,
so i end up going with jc to get a massage
and by this time i suppose eric is pretty
much pissed to he leaves to go out with out
me... ..so then later jc and i cuddle as time
goes on in his bed watching family guy and
then he starts teasing me and i end up
giving him a bj... ..no normally i wouldnt
do such activities.. ...but any leo that
is as horney as i was would have..
...but whatever.. ...then the next
day i get a message from eric saying what
i did with jc was completely wrong...
..basically i got lectured by a guy i
dont really know that well... but whatever..
..he said that jc ran his mouth..
...crazy life, right??
..but i lovce it and i am who i am
and i dont give a fuck!! ..i dont
like bullshitting with people!!
♥