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fuckin shit!
i cant go to jacksonville till next sunday because i was going to stay till xmas and leave tomorrow but my fuckin aunt rita said no. i dont see why all of my decisions have to be okayed by my fuckin family.
but at least im still going. i just wont be able to see jatin, which was one of the reasons why i wanted to go up to jacksonville in the first place. out of all of the friends that wanted to hang out with me when i came for homecoming, he was one of the few who stuck by what he said. which means he is a great friend. a great friend that i wont be able to see.
got a call from the dad. he is married and has his own house somewhere in orange park. good for him. i just wish he would make up his fucking mind if he wants to play a part in my fucking life. i mean i see him 2 months out of the year and every time he sees me he tries to influence me. if he is going to fuckin try, he needs to stop doing it half assed.
well im pissed now. fuck live journal.
i cant go to jacksonville till next sunday because i was going to stay till xmas and leave tomorrow but my fuckin aunt rita said no. i dont see why all of my decisions have to be okayed by my fuckin family.
but at least im still going. i just wont be able to see jatin, which was one of the reasons why i wanted to go up to jacksonville in the first place. out of all of the friends that wanted to hang out with me when i came for homecoming, he was one of the few who stuck by what he said. which means he is a great friend. a great friend that i wont be able to see.
got a call from the dad. he is married and has his own house somewhere in orange park. good for him. i just wish he would make up his fucking mind if he wants to play a part in my fucking life. i mean i see him 2 months out of the year and every time he sees me he tries to influence me. if he is going to fuckin try, he needs to stop doing it half assed.
well im pissed now. fuck live journal.