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doin a lot of thinking right about now.. my mood is, well, id say neutral.. i was pretty down earlier cuz i have a lot on my mind.. between it being my moms birthday, it looks like beneath the breathing/a flame once burned is done too, i think the guys other than ross have all lost interest in it, and just other things.. i dont even know. but my down mood got a lot better when i got to talk to katie, i dont even know what it is, she just seems to make me so happy, and if any other girl lately has done anything remotely affectionate toward me it has just completely infuriated me.. and i think its cuz of the feelings i have for katie. well i know its cuz of that. as far as the band(s) go, it really seems to me that they are done, they said themselves they have lost interest but they think maybe they will wanna do it again but for some reason i have strong doubt in it.. so i am moving on with that, i have its made of people which hasnt made too much progress really, so if anyone is looking for a singer im up for it. id say guitar too but eh i dont know.. i guess guitar too. ive just let out so many thoughts that i dont know which ive covered and im far too lazy to read it again. so ill just summarize my thoughts.. i really like katie and she makes me really happy, im sad about it being my moms birthday, i think my bands are done, i wanna be in another band... i think thats good enough for now.