Sep 30, 2004 19:36
The hardest thing I did that day.
To move away.
Was the hardest thing did that day.
I found the courage deep inside.
On that long airplane ride.
Turns out it was worst then I imagined.
My spirit had saddened.
A few weeks have passed.
I'm alway feeling left out and last.
Waking every morning with a fear.
I peer into the mirror.
And remember the time.
When I could shine.
I continue to fall,
break down and cry.
Then finally sigh.
A relief to me.
I guess I just had to open my eyes and see.
Its not so bad.
It's not so sad.
Here in my new home.