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aw my mom just came downstairs. i could tell she was crying. & i went to hug her and she just starts bawling. and said "i hate when peyton goes home and jenni leaves, too many people leave that might not come back.." and "when will i stop hurting.." erghhh this house is just so sad. and depressing.
the past couple weeks have been alright. report cards were sent out..mine should be pretty good.. friday i didnt go to school. slept in til like 9ish and got ready. peyton got dropped off. or maybe thursday he got dropped off? i cant remember.. so i showered and got ready. jackie came over. we went to the cemetary..my first time. his gravestone thing has a picture of him engraved into it..it's beautiful. he was so happy. ugh. fucking unfair. but yeah. soon as i saw it i broke down. i tried to hide it though. so that's good. i like couldnt even control my eyes from watering. yuckk gay. but yeahh peyton fell asleep so he was in the car. the flowers were dead from when my parents went last sunday. so we ran to the store and got some. put some on my brother's and some on my grandpa's..which is right by his. my mom told me the next 3 spots were for me, jenni, and my mom and dad. i was like "that's weird, i already have a place in a cemetary reserved for me when i die.."
i went back in the car cuz i didnt want my mom to see me cry. peyton woke up and we took him out and he kissed the gravestone. cuz his dad's picture was on it. so yeahhh we left and went out to eat at this irish pub lol. men with kilts were in there. yeah the food was good though.
jenni came home friday. went and saw jarhead iwth her. it was so good. i loveeee jake gyllenhal. sooo sexyy.
yesterday..game against olsm at west bloomfield. yeah definatley lost 48-10. it was sweet htough cuz it was warm out. i was soo happy i didnt freeze cheering at a game in like 5 weeks lol. eyahh only me erika britt jess cynthia and jenni came.. vanessa came late cuz she had to work til 1. and ayrica took the sat or some test so she came in liek, the 3rd quarter. ohh and jenny came in the second but decided to sit in the stands and not talk to coach and not to cheer cuz she also took the test, and was "too tired" to cheer. so was ayrica but she decided not to let the team down. so yahh sweet. football season's over! tryouts for basketball cheer are tuesday-thursday. tomorrow's uniform turn in. this season was sooo fucking long. i loved it htough. none of the seniors from this season besides jessica are trying out. so wutev. me and erika will be the only flyers though. =)
soo later i got home from the game and me and my sister went to my aunt's for a barbecue. and that's about it sooo im out.
EDIT;; oh yeah yesterday i was curling my eyelashes and i was pushing the eyelash curlers really a lot lol and they ripped more than half my eyelashes on my right eye! i look fuckin retarded!hahahh
How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.
How Do You Live Your Life?
the past couple weeks have been alright. report cards were sent out..mine should be pretty good.. friday i didnt go to school. slept in til like 9ish and got ready. peyton got dropped off. or maybe thursday he got dropped off? i cant remember.. so i showered and got ready. jackie came over. we went to the cemetary..my first time. his gravestone thing has a picture of him engraved into it..it's beautiful. he was so happy. ugh. fucking unfair. but yeah. soon as i saw it i broke down. i tried to hide it though. so that's good. i like couldnt even control my eyes from watering. yuckk gay. but yeahh peyton fell asleep so he was in the car. the flowers were dead from when my parents went last sunday. so we ran to the store and got some. put some on my brother's and some on my grandpa's..which is right by his. my mom told me the next 3 spots were for me, jenni, and my mom and dad. i was like "that's weird, i already have a place in a cemetary reserved for me when i die.."
i went back in the car cuz i didnt want my mom to see me cry. peyton woke up and we took him out and he kissed the gravestone. cuz his dad's picture was on it. so yeahhh we left and went out to eat at this irish pub lol. men with kilts were in there. yeah the food was good though.
jenni came home friday. went and saw jarhead iwth her. it was so good. i loveeee jake gyllenhal. sooo sexyy.
yesterday..game against olsm at west bloomfield. yeah definatley lost 48-10. it was sweet htough cuz it was warm out. i was soo happy i didnt freeze cheering at a game in like 5 weeks lol. eyahh only me erika britt jess cynthia and jenni came.. vanessa came late cuz she had to work til 1. and ayrica took the sat or some test so she came in liek, the 3rd quarter. ohh and jenny came in the second but decided to sit in the stands and not talk to coach and not to cheer cuz she also took the test, and was "too tired" to cheer. so was ayrica but she decided not to let the team down. so yahh sweet. football season's over! tryouts for basketball cheer are tuesday-thursday. tomorrow's uniform turn in. this season was sooo fucking long. i loved it htough. none of the seniors from this season besides jessica are trying out. so wutev. me and erika will be the only flyers though. =)
soo later i got home from the game and me and my sister went to my aunt's for a barbecue. and that's about it sooo im out.
EDIT;; oh yeah yesterday i was curling my eyelashes and i was pushing the eyelash curlers really a lot lol and they ripped more than half my eyelashes on my right eye! i look fuckin retarded!hahahh
How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.
How Do You Live Your Life?