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Soooo a lot's been happening lately. well me and my sister got necklaces from my parents from helzburg. they're different but both have two hearts. my mom said so he's always in our hearts. it was pretty sweet of themm. i wear it everyday. my aunt's daughter also got me my sister and my mom dog tag necklaces. it's like a holographic of my brother. and it says forever loved. i wear that everyday too.
oh yeah i just wanna thank everyone who came to the funeral.. and who sent cards, or flowers. or who talked to me. i love all of you. you've all helped me, even if you didnt know it. i seriously appreciate it soo much. ♥♥
anyway. i got a puppy friday. from family of pets or wutever it's called in fountain walk. he's a yorkshire terrier. i named him pudgy =) he's pretty much the cutest mother fucker ever made. he's like 3 pounds. and he was born on june 13th! it really cheered me up.. so yah i love him very much. he cries a lot at night though..we hafta keep him in a cage at night cuz he isnt' potty trained yet =(
so school started yesterday. im not too fond of otc lemme tell you. i dont know anybody yet. and i dont really like them, im not gunna lie hah. i love my other classes. well maybe not love buti like them. so how about yesterday at the end of 5th hour, i got sent down to the school's social worker. yeahhh never knew we had one of those. & talked to her. she was nice.
i really miss him. it's all i think about. && everyone wants me to talk about it..but i cant. i get too sad. so shut up about it k? alrighttt.
&& jenni. i really miss you. it's realy hard being home without you. i love you!
gymnastics tonight. woop-de-doo.
I'm just so tired
Won't you sing me to sleep
And fly through my dreams
So I can hitch a ride with you tonight
And get away from this place
Have a new name and face
I just ain't the same without you in my life
Late night drives, all alone in my car
I can't help but start
Singing lines from all our favorite songs
And melodies in the air
Singin life just ain't fair
Sometimes I still just can't believe you're gone
And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven,
Maybe we'll make it through one more year
Down here
Feel your fire,
When its cold in my heart
And things sorta start
Remindin' me of my last night with you
I only need one more day
Just one more chance to say
I wish that I had gone up with you too
And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven
Maybe we'll make it through one more year
Down here
You wont be comin' back
And I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say goodbye
And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven
Maybe we'll make it through one more year
I hope that all is well in heaven (always singing in heaven)
Cuz its all shot to hell down here (we need you here)
I hope that I find you in heaven (singing in heaven)
Cuz I'm so lost without you down here
You wont be coming back
And I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say goodbye
that song really means a lot to me.
♥
oh yeah i just wanna thank everyone who came to the funeral.. and who sent cards, or flowers. or who talked to me. i love all of you. you've all helped me, even if you didnt know it. i seriously appreciate it soo much. ♥♥
anyway. i got a puppy friday. from family of pets or wutever it's called in fountain walk. he's a yorkshire terrier. i named him pudgy =) he's pretty much the cutest mother fucker ever made. he's like 3 pounds. and he was born on june 13th! it really cheered me up.. so yah i love him very much. he cries a lot at night though..we hafta keep him in a cage at night cuz he isnt' potty trained yet =(
so school started yesterday. im not too fond of otc lemme tell you. i dont know anybody yet. and i dont really like them, im not gunna lie hah. i love my other classes. well maybe not love buti like them. so how about yesterday at the end of 5th hour, i got sent down to the school's social worker. yeahhh never knew we had one of those. & talked to her. she was nice.
i really miss him. it's all i think about. && everyone wants me to talk about it..but i cant. i get too sad. so shut up about it k? alrighttt.
&& jenni. i really miss you. it's realy hard being home without you. i love you!
gymnastics tonight. woop-de-doo.
I'm just so tired
Won't you sing me to sleep
And fly through my dreams
So I can hitch a ride with you tonight
And get away from this place
Have a new name and face
I just ain't the same without you in my life
Late night drives, all alone in my car
I can't help but start
Singing lines from all our favorite songs
And melodies in the air
Singin life just ain't fair
Sometimes I still just can't believe you're gone
And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven,
Maybe we'll make it through one more year
Down here
Feel your fire,
When its cold in my heart
And things sorta start
Remindin' me of my last night with you
I only need one more day
Just one more chance to say
I wish that I had gone up with you too
And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven
Maybe we'll make it through one more year
Down here
You wont be comin' back
And I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say goodbye
And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven
Maybe we'll make it through one more year
I hope that all is well in heaven (always singing in heaven)
Cuz its all shot to hell down here (we need you here)
I hope that I find you in heaven (singing in heaven)
Cuz I'm so lost without you down here
You wont be coming back
And I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say goodbye
that song really means a lot to me.
♥