why???? this cant be real.
so yesterday my brother passed away. he was up north fishing with my dad and two uncles. he fell into the water. my dad and uncles jumped in after him, brandon died before he hit the water. my dad and uncles almost drowned. my poor dad called my mom and asked her "how could i have taken my son fishing for his birtdhay, and not bring him home??" omg.
his 22nd birthday is in 4 days.
i was at brittanys house..having FUN when my family all came over. nobody calle dme. i ran into the house and like everyone was crying. then my mom told me. ive never cried so much in my life. :( he died in the afternoon..and i was out having fun. and NOBODY told me my brother died. i had no idea.
one of my uncle's that was there..well it was his birthday. and my grandma died on this day. can life get any worse right now?
god.
i couldnt sleep at all last nihgt. i just couldnt.
thanks to erika, britt, jenn, lauren, laurens mom, amanda, courtney, ayrica, lyndsay, victoria...everyone. and my cousin;s jamie and chelsea. i love you all and thanks for being there for me.
he had an autopsy last night..should find out today what happened, he oculda had a heart attack, a seizure..who knows.
it hasnt really sunk in yet. that he ont be around for my graduation. or prom. or when i get married. god that sounds so selfish..but i cant help it. or to see his own son grow up. im starting to cry again. byeeee
oh yeah im goin to the game tonight..icant stay in this house
AQUARIUS
Friday, August 26, 2005
A focus on getting things in order will soon seem almost trivial. A new enlightened idea concerning how you can go about things will dawn on you. Your life situation improves dramatically.
that's my horoscope..yeah the fuck right
& the worst part was hearing peyton say "dada." he doesnt even know he'll never see his daddy again.
RIP brandon bomya. i will love you forever and ever. and miss you always. 8/30/83-8/25/05
god i cant believe this
his 22nd birthday is in 4 days.
i was at brittanys house..having FUN when my family all came over. nobody calle dme. i ran into the house and like everyone was crying. then my mom told me. ive never cried so much in my life. :( he died in the afternoon..and i was out having fun. and NOBODY told me my brother died. i had no idea.
one of my uncle's that was there..well it was his birthday. and my grandma died on this day. can life get any worse right now?
god.
i couldnt sleep at all last nihgt. i just couldnt.
thanks to erika, britt, jenn, lauren, laurens mom, amanda, courtney, ayrica, lyndsay, victoria...everyone. and my cousin;s jamie and chelsea. i love you all and thanks for being there for me.
he had an autopsy last night..should find out today what happened, he oculda had a heart attack, a seizure..who knows.
it hasnt really sunk in yet. that he ont be around for my graduation. or prom. or when i get married. god that sounds so selfish..but i cant help it. or to see his own son grow up. im starting to cry again. byeeee
oh yeah im goin to the game tonight..icant stay in this house
AQUARIUS
Friday, August 26, 2005
A focus on getting things in order will soon seem almost trivial. A new enlightened idea concerning how you can go about things will dawn on you. Your life situation improves dramatically.
that's my horoscope..yeah the fuck right
& the worst part was hearing peyton say "dada." he doesnt even know he'll never see his daddy again.
RIP brandon bomya. i will love you forever and ever. and miss you always. 8/30/83-8/25/05
god i cant believe this