Last night was The MSI/ Kill Hannah show.
[better than i expected]
so before i got there me and lissy got lost for 40 minutes.
>.<
once we were there i called
i saw him and i just kept walking.
i was very nervous.
my knees were weak
my heart was beating like a bitch
i didnt know what would happen
i had waited for that moment forever
so lissy is like, "call him and tell him youre upstairs and that our checking a cute guy"
so i did, he was like, "oh, were are you?"
and Im like,"turn around you might check that hawt guy out too"
and i was there.
he was like Hugo! and hugged me.
i met his friends too.
one i knew from myspace.
they were all so pretty and cool.
they all said that Lissy was gorgeous and amaxing!
they treated her so nice.
that made me so happy cuz she means a hell lot to moi.
Kill Hannah played my fav songs
in the kill hannah performance he hold my hand
i felt that i was gonna fall or something.
my knees were like nimb sticks.
in the break from Kill Hannah and MSI
we went upstairs to the lounge
so anyways, me and dj were kinda shy with each other.
and minutes passed and he didnt made any move.
I was like, shit, he doesnt like me as much.
but then on the hallway he was on one side of the wall and i was in the other side.[facing each other]
and then, he kissed me.
man, talk about good kissers.
<3
after that i only had eyes for him.
MSI PLAYED
we kissed in between each song.
and i kinda made my dream come true.
[Orgasm in the solo part in "Faggot"]
'cept that i didnt orgasm.
but i grabbed him and kissed the hell outta him.
[that was better than an orgasm though]
so me and him went to the mosh pit.
it was so cool.
after the show me and lissy went outside and met w arlena and Cort.
[poor arlena had a migrane!]
so i was with lissy and Jaime and Jaime's friends.
then dj came out after finding his friends.
then i asked for Lissy's car keys.
*giggles*
no sex.
NOTHING
im proud of myself.
but we did made out.
like beasts on heat.
techno was playing and ive never felt so happy...
...until lissy knocked the door
screamin"I need my car!"
hahaha
Jaime's car had died and he needed a jump.
so me and Dj said goodbye.
after the MSI show we went to the Flamingo's Dennys and met w Mel.
then Anthony joined.
nice aftershow.
i felt asleep in the denny's parking lot.
[lol]
and yeah.
im happy.
i still get this weird feeling on my tummy when i think of him.
i met him online, and know, i know for real that he is someone real.
im amaxed by that.
:]