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Jan 07, 2004 22:05

UrockMyworld543: blue haired girl never called me
Grazingrizzlies8: so, hows kyle?
UrockMyworld543: kyle who?
UrockMyworld543: ok
Grazingrizzlies8: simon
UrockMyworld543: his good
UrockMyworld543: why?
Grazingrizzlies8: damn
UrockMyworld543: why god dammit?
Grazingrizzlies8: just damn
UrockMyworld543: do you not what him to be on good or something?
Grazingrizzlies8: what?
Grazingrizzlies8: oh,
Grazingrizzlies8: i dont care?
Grazingrizzlies8: collin just started talking about how i dont like him today
Grazingrizzlies8: in math
Grazingrizzlies8: and i was like i'm sitting right here you know
Grazingrizzlies8: i dont like them.
UrockMyworld543: like who?
UrockMyworld543: ok

um. my mum is yelling at me to go to bed but i really dont want to at all. i dont understand, she thinks that i have to be in bed and asleep before she can sleep. i think i am going to cry. actually i think i'm going to slap her with a piece of pizza because she's so mean and looks at me weird and gives me things and makes me do things, but i just sound like a stupid brat, even though i am one, which is good, but who cares. I am going to complain and you are all going to read this anyway. A few weeks ago jen called me a brat and i said so what? just to make her mad, then i realized she was right, and i also realized that i have it way better than her, she does everything for me. So its really not my fault i'm a brat. GAH that sounds like something a brat would say, so theres no getting out of it. its like saying your not a poser and someone tells you your posing to not be a poser. and you get really confused and so do they. and then they laugh like its funny or something but it really, definitely, isn't? and that really confuses me. Alright so yesterday, Ashley shute told me to move out of her way, because i was moving really slow in the hallway for some reason, and she yelled, and i called her a fat truck and she said it was really mean and told all her friends and they were all like "thats so mean" and i was like "yeah but its so true" and they shut up because i kicked them in the face. not really but kerriann did say that to me. and so did this really tall fat girl who can't make eyecontact with you or finish a sentance without stuttering twice on her fat neck. But back to ashley, she threatened to "beat me up" and i said beat me up? kind of like 'are you serious' not doubting her, i like to be modest in that kind of situation, it intimidates the other person and pisses them off and makes you look cook and slick. and she's like well yeah i don't stand i chance and i said i know you dont, ! i slipped on the modest but who wouldn't've said that? it was such bait. and she said she would start a rumor instead, beat me up with her words? WHAT!? whatever, it hasn't happened yet. but then again i was walking down the hallway talking to her and she was out of breath, no lie, it was crazy, i was walking really fast though. not my fault she's fat. GOD she's so fat and ugly and mean and i want to flip out and kick her in the back of the knee's so she can break the floor and i can escape the evil prison of school. But i love tori so much. she wrote me a love letter today. why is she so adorable? i picked her up and spun her around once. i kissed her cheek today. she kissed me first though. it was fun. i like her. i love her. we're married, for two years and three days. Abby was mad at me for no reason at all today and somehow all her friends found out and she's really popular and i wanted to go away and cry but i couldn't because its school. damnitt. I think i'm going to start dancing and go to sleep joyful.

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