Im so sick of this
So Yeah. Scratch the Alabama getaway. It was about the only thing Ive had to look forward to for the last few weeks. And I come home today and oh, were not going anymore. It MIGHT snow/raing, and we dont wanna get stuck driving in that. So once again, im let down. My hopes are crushed, once again.
Then one of my good friends kinda pissed me off today. She gets so obsessed sometimes and idk where her head is. Its deff not on planet earth or in reality. It bothers me, a lot. Im sorry, but you dont put guys over your best friends. Thats like rule #2.
So then i decided to tell my mom about how my jeans have a hole in the crotch from a basket handle and I need to get a new pair. And what does she do? She tells me that Im making that up and the hole is prolly from me trying to squeeze my fat ass into them. Thats really something you tell your daughter. Way to go mom. Just totally making my day once again.
SO i didnt really eat a lot at dinner. My mom has the nerve to ask me why. I told her, I dont need more food. Im fat enough, rememeber? Hah. I didnt really eat a lot today. A powerbar, a couple cookies, some beans and a piece of roast. Yeah. They want me skinnier. I guess theyll get it.
I have a soccer game tonight. I really dont wanna go. Theres always so much drama with half the girls on there. I really dont want to put up with it. I am sick of drama. Im sick of bitchy girls. Stuck up, preppy bitches. Sorry, Im not one of them. Oh yeah. My dads making me workout before I go to my game as well. I am never going to get over this cold or whatever it is.
I think the only thing I have anymore is my friends. Thank you to those who actually care. TO the ones who talk to me. To those who give me hugs. And write me notes. And leave me voicemails. And messages on myspace and aim. I dont know where Id be without you guys. You mean so much to me.
I got a hug from Miller and Carly today. God bless them. =)
So I absolutely love this song. It majorly applies.
The Veronicas Lyrics
When It All Falls Apart Lyrics
I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, ashame)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up (out) where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]
Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended
Then one of my good friends kinda pissed me off today. She gets so obsessed sometimes and idk where her head is. Its deff not on planet earth or in reality. It bothers me, a lot. Im sorry, but you dont put guys over your best friends. Thats like rule #2.
So then i decided to tell my mom about how my jeans have a hole in the crotch from a basket handle and I need to get a new pair. And what does she do? She tells me that Im making that up and the hole is prolly from me trying to squeeze my fat ass into them. Thats really something you tell your daughter. Way to go mom. Just totally making my day once again.
SO i didnt really eat a lot at dinner. My mom has the nerve to ask me why. I told her, I dont need more food. Im fat enough, rememeber? Hah. I didnt really eat a lot today. A powerbar, a couple cookies, some beans and a piece of roast. Yeah. They want me skinnier. I guess theyll get it.
I have a soccer game tonight. I really dont wanna go. Theres always so much drama with half the girls on there. I really dont want to put up with it. I am sick of drama. Im sick of bitchy girls. Stuck up, preppy bitches. Sorry, Im not one of them. Oh yeah. My dads making me workout before I go to my game as well. I am never going to get over this cold or whatever it is.
I think the only thing I have anymore is my friends. Thank you to those who actually care. TO the ones who talk to me. To those who give me hugs. And write me notes. And leave me voicemails. And messages on myspace and aim. I dont know where Id be without you guys. You mean so much to me.
I got a hug from Miller and Carly today. God bless them. =)
So I absolutely love this song. It majorly applies.
The Veronicas Lyrics
When It All Falls Apart Lyrics
I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, ashame)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up (out) where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]
Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended