.i finally see i was the one worth leaving.
so much shit to type. i dont feel myself anymore. i feel new. i feel refreshed. i feel like everything is going to be okay. i finally feel good about myself. i said no, and i feel good about it. so many things have been going on. i still haven't gotten my car back, but knock on wood, i'll get it back tonight. i really want to take a trip out of here, but funny thing, i know once i get my car back, i still won't have anything to do. i mean, i love driving around, and yes, i'll take my brother to school and pick him up and shit, but what else? i have friends who live near the beach and shit, but there's only one person i'd really want to go and see. i'm really tired and i've been staying out extremely late. shooters seems to be my new place to hangout, but one can only consume enuff games of pool in a week before you go crazy. i mean, i love playing pool, dont get me wrong, but same people? its quite...uneventful after a while. i want to stretch my ears somemore, and i wanna get more tats, but i gotta pay $210 for my ambulence ride on christmas. not as much as i thought it would be. i hate when people im you, asking who you are, its like, dude, you imed me, not the other way around, so you should know who the hell i am.♥[colorm.etoxic]♥
im bored, someone come save me.
im bored, someone come save me.