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Today was good. I hung out with Keely all day and it was great. Im not going into full detail. . . but i duno today felt good. :) and i just got done writing a poem. but first ima show something keely sent me that was in some girls info, but it was touching because me and keely talked about all this stuff tonight, so it was cool seeing it in different words.
"As you grow up, you learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will. You'll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend and you might even fall in love with him/her. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing so fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too hard, and love like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back."
And heres a poem i wrote. . . may not make alota sense to you. but it works for me.
God, if you're there show me a sign. If there is a heaven or hell. Will they be disapointed in me? Watching whats happening in the world below, will their expectations of me go? I wish I knew how we got here and if you were true. But Im afraid to believe, i live my life as the days come; I feel complete, for I dred regrets. Living life to the fullest, but there's always that what if. Should I worry what they'll think? For its hard hiding who you really are. That fact haunting my days and nights, makes me come to realize you are who you are. Then you realize when you lose someone what you used to be. And you are left hoping they still love you as much as you love them. That's why im writing this to you God, to show that I do care, im interested in our world; It amazes me, its a scary place.
Its amazing how you learn more and more every single day. And how technology grows, and we learn new things from technology and our mistakes. I've realized its better to give than take. Where ever we may go in the end, I want to go out knowing i made a difference in someones life. I want them to smile when i go. Sure shed a tear, I'll cry when she goes. Overall I was writing this to you to let her know she made a difference for me, and I love her. This being said, from ashes to ashes, and dust to dust. In the end if we meet again love me the same. Im sorry things change.
"As you grow up, you learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will. You'll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend and you might even fall in love with him/her. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing so fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too hard, and love like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back."
And heres a poem i wrote. . . may not make alota sense to you. but it works for me.
God, if you're there show me a sign. If there is a heaven or hell. Will they be disapointed in me? Watching whats happening in the world below, will their expectations of me go? I wish I knew how we got here and if you were true. But Im afraid to believe, i live my life as the days come; I feel complete, for I dred regrets. Living life to the fullest, but there's always that what if. Should I worry what they'll think? For its hard hiding who you really are. That fact haunting my days and nights, makes me come to realize you are who you are. Then you realize when you lose someone what you used to be. And you are left hoping they still love you as much as you love them. That's why im writing this to you God, to show that I do care, im interested in our world; It amazes me, its a scary place.
Its amazing how you learn more and more every single day. And how technology grows, and we learn new things from technology and our mistakes. I've realized its better to give than take. Where ever we may go in the end, I want to go out knowing i made a difference in someones life. I want them to smile when i go. Sure shed a tear, I'll cry when she goes. Overall I was writing this to you to let her know she made a difference for me, and I love her. This being said, from ashes to ashes, and dust to dust. In the end if we meet again love me the same. Im sorry things change.