I feel like shit.
wow. so today was incredibly boring lol. and tonight i have to stay home for dinner and stuff since i havent been home in like forever. . . so yea. i dunno i feel like shit. I tried calling ryan and he didnt answer.. so that made my day even better. i miss him. but so much shit has happened, there's no turning back? i guess. fuckkk it i duno. im really bored. hopefully tomorrow can get atleats 5 percent better . .