2006
so i stole this from emma and since i hardly write in it it wont take long. take a sentence(or in my case a section) from the first entry of each month and thats 2006.
Jaunary-
Whew. crazy week. zach and tyler and lindsay came up to visit on friday. i jumped into the pool fully clothed(point for me). i love my family...most of it anyway. then i spent like 40 straight hours with sarah( some of which at chuck e cheese, her house, arushis house.)
i got sick cuz i mixed medications.....stupid crap i knew it was evil.
presentations the next 3 days in school then a new semester.
Febuary-
don't ever live your life doing anything less than your best.
there will always be someone in worse shape than you.
if you think you have it all, you dont have anything.
if you think you need more, be thankful for what you have.
at least one person is thinking about you every minute of yor life.
no matter how bad it gets today, there will always be hope for tomorrow.
and love. in the absence of love, nothing is worth fighting for.
March-
Each part in a duet can be done alone, in theory.
It will sound all right; it won’t seem awkward or forced, just lonely and expectant. It will meander on, drifting, waiting for the other part to pick up and add life.
When you put the two parts together, it suddenly becomes more expressive. It’s intricate and captivating, yet surprisingly simple to understand.
April-
i want chocolate. and i miss devon. and im so.....angry at hannes i dont know if angry is the right word though. just...perplexed and i dont even know.....*sigh*
i hope we go to rossville next weekend. i dont really feel like typing down all the stories from france but theyll come sooner or later. no worries (In which the next entry i wrote every day in france down)
May-
one tree hill and supernatural are coming back, thus making my life. or at least my summer. jeremiah came over. pretty much hottest guy ever. alas he's taken. (BUT NOT ANYMORE)now i'm off to see x-men 3 w/hannes etc. *SIGH*
June-
mexico was amazing. it was way more than i had expected. it made some things pretty bad though.....im so confused and i just dont know how to handle this. im afraid. if i said something so many things could happen...and the only one im scared of is the onei can see happening most clearly.
July-
sarah and i led VBS at lois's church and it was perfect mix of people to help me forget about things here. i was so happy all week. then today came and yeah....church wasn't so good. but im going back to rossville wednesday. i dont think i like the fact that i dont like my church anymore
August-
i like him. a lot. hes amazing. urg i seriously hate everything right now. i just wanna go with jenny. it may not solve all my problems. in fact itd just get harder. but....i dont even know. at the moment jenny is where i want to be.
September-
Being an individual is one of the most important things in life. If you lose yourself, you lose your life. That's what Emerson is talking about. If you try to be anyone other than you you are, the real you dies.
Trying to be like everyone else is just as stupid as commiting suicide. It leaves you with nothing.
Fitting in is overrated.
October-
what's wrong with the world today?
everything.
on tyra today, she took identical, beautiful twins and made one "ugly". the gorgeous one got everything first; job offers, dates, friends. even though the other had a more friendly personality. why does appearence matter that much?
things have just been hard lately. i just want out.
November-
theres so much i want to say. i need you and you seem to feel exactly the opposite. the moment i met you i knew you were it. and ive tried so many times to feel otherwise but i cant bring myself to. i dont know what that means....i just wish you were willing to give it a chance. because i always will love you and we had better always keep in touch. maybe someday....
December-
i dont want it to be goodbye. i want this to be like and elipses. but i know it probably a period. everyone moves on eventually right? youre gonna do great in whatever you decide to do.
this made 2006 look like it sucked. but it's only because i only write in this when im angry or sad.....so there wasnt much to go from
this next week should be fun. hopefully ill have the aparetment nearly done by the 6th.
Jaunary-
Whew. crazy week. zach and tyler and lindsay came up to visit on friday. i jumped into the pool fully clothed(point for me). i love my family...most of it anyway. then i spent like 40 straight hours with sarah( some of which at chuck e cheese, her house, arushis house.)
i got sick cuz i mixed medications.....stupid crap i knew it was evil.
presentations the next 3 days in school then a new semester.
Febuary-
don't ever live your life doing anything less than your best.
there will always be someone in worse shape than you.
if you think you have it all, you dont have anything.
if you think you need more, be thankful for what you have.
at least one person is thinking about you every minute of yor life.
no matter how bad it gets today, there will always be hope for tomorrow.
and love. in the absence of love, nothing is worth fighting for.
March-
Each part in a duet can be done alone, in theory.
It will sound all right; it won’t seem awkward or forced, just lonely and expectant. It will meander on, drifting, waiting for the other part to pick up and add life.
When you put the two parts together, it suddenly becomes more expressive. It’s intricate and captivating, yet surprisingly simple to understand.
April-
i want chocolate. and i miss devon. and im so.....angry at hannes i dont know if angry is the right word though. just...perplexed and i dont even know.....*sigh*
i hope we go to rossville next weekend. i dont really feel like typing down all the stories from france but theyll come sooner or later. no worries (In which the next entry i wrote every day in france down)
May-
one tree hill and supernatural are coming back, thus making my life. or at least my summer. jeremiah came over. pretty much hottest guy ever. alas he's taken. (BUT NOT ANYMORE)now i'm off to see x-men 3 w/hannes etc. *SIGH*
June-
mexico was amazing. it was way more than i had expected. it made some things pretty bad though.....im so confused and i just dont know how to handle this. im afraid. if i said something so many things could happen...and the only one im scared of is the onei can see happening most clearly.
July-
sarah and i led VBS at lois's church and it was perfect mix of people to help me forget about things here. i was so happy all week. then today came and yeah....church wasn't so good. but im going back to rossville wednesday. i dont think i like the fact that i dont like my church anymore
August-
i like him. a lot. hes amazing. urg i seriously hate everything right now. i just wanna go with jenny. it may not solve all my problems. in fact itd just get harder. but....i dont even know. at the moment jenny is where i want to be.
September-
Being an individual is one of the most important things in life. If you lose yourself, you lose your life. That's what Emerson is talking about. If you try to be anyone other than you you are, the real you dies.
Trying to be like everyone else is just as stupid as commiting suicide. It leaves you with nothing.
Fitting in is overrated.
October-
what's wrong with the world today?
everything.
on tyra today, she took identical, beautiful twins and made one "ugly". the gorgeous one got everything first; job offers, dates, friends. even though the other had a more friendly personality. why does appearence matter that much?
things have just been hard lately. i just want out.
November-
theres so much i want to say. i need you and you seem to feel exactly the opposite. the moment i met you i knew you were it. and ive tried so many times to feel otherwise but i cant bring myself to. i dont know what that means....i just wish you were willing to give it a chance. because i always will love you and we had better always keep in touch. maybe someday....
December-
i dont want it to be goodbye. i want this to be like and elipses. but i know it probably a period. everyone moves on eventually right? youre gonna do great in whatever you decide to do.
this made 2006 look like it sucked. but it's only because i only write in this when im angry or sad.....so there wasnt much to go from
this next week should be fun. hopefully ill have the aparetment nearly done by the 6th.