Avoidable? Yes. Do I care? No.
Life has been pretty shiity lately. It seems as though every time I take a step forward, I am being shoved 6 steps backwards.
It really sucks.
But I will be moving into my own place fairly soon, which will be good.
And also, I've been writing a lot more recently and it's really helped. I've also been writing better in my opinion. Stuff I write actually makes some sense now. haha.
I think the main reason I get so upset these days is her. I mean, she left me because I was "unfaithful" thrice(I type it in quotes because we weren't actually together when it happened). But I can't even count on both hands and feet how many times we have had sex since she has been "engaged." (And I say it that way cause I think it's a joke.)
Oh yeah. I was the first one to visit her at college and also the first one to share that bed with her. He won't be to happy about that.
Oh and the reasons she ignores your calls a lot is because she's with me.
Anyways.
Much love.
It really sucks.
But I will be moving into my own place fairly soon, which will be good.
And also, I've been writing a lot more recently and it's really helped. I've also been writing better in my opinion. Stuff I write actually makes some sense now. haha.
I think the main reason I get so upset these days is her. I mean, she left me because I was "unfaithful" thrice(I type it in quotes because we weren't actually together when it happened). But I can't even count on both hands and feet how many times we have had sex since she has been "engaged." (And I say it that way cause I think it's a joke.)
Oh yeah. I was the first one to visit her at college and also the first one to share that bed with her. He won't be to happy about that.
Oh and the reasons she ignores your calls a lot is because she's with me.
Anyways.
Much love.