Jun 18, 2005 19:54
well every one i hope you remember tanner newcome. because he is gay and loverly now.i am his fag hag and he is my gay b/f and i <3 him. so everyone add him tannerthefag@lj.com!
well i went shopping today and i have no slef esteam now.
i am too damn tall and skinny. i need to get fatter. pants dont fit me.
i went to nordstrums today and i didnt want anything there...which was ood. but the coach opurse that i wanted was 100$ and my mom would pay an extra 50 for it. so we went to ae and i tryed on a million pairs of pants. none of which fit. then off to abercrombie. none fit there. then went to zumies. none fit and by then i was fed up with it and was like I HATE MY BODY WHY DO PEOPLE WHO WEAR A SIZE 7 HAVE TO BE SUCH FATTIES. I HATE THE CORPERAT EGOVERMENT, WHY ARE THEY TELLING PEOPLE ITS OKAY TO BE FAT. I HATE MY BODY, I HATE JEANS, IM NEVER WEARING THEM AGAIN. so i threw a big ass fit in the store. so then i go and try on leik 10 track jackets, none of which fit. so again i was like I HATE MY BODY WHY AM I SO SKINY, I HATE THE PEOPLE WHO MAKE CLOTHING! so i just got a cute roxy purse and sun glasses. so we go to eat. i get my sub way, my mom goes to get her indian, she moations me to come sit by her, i pick up my sandwhich and liek 4 bags, and drop my sandwhich. so i had to go get a new one. so i threw yet another fit, this time at my mother. i am sick of shopping and jsut want to go home then. but 1st we stop my iceing, and that was the only good pont of the day, i got 2 paris of earings and a hir clip. then we go back threw nordstrums to get to the car. i see omg such a cute scarf in the little kidds dpt. so i make my mom get it for me. while checking out i see OMG THE CUTEST LITTLE TOP THING EVER! and its gold and sparkalie. so the lady is lek we dont have any in the store but i can order one for you! and so my mom is like os sorry for me that im haveing shuch a bad day she gets it for me, and it turns out being 58$...so i <3 my mom and feeling bad for me.
then i try to go to victors party but no one was there, weird . so then i come home and im here now. and i hate my body once again. bye
I <3 tanner-kins