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i cant really explain it - but all i do is smile
w h e n e v e r i h e a r y o u r n a m e . .
i know im not gonna completely forget about *HIM* because he was a big part of my life..but im ready to start moving on..i really am gonna really try this time because i found a guy that is completely worth going through all this pain just to get over scott. steve is really great! and this time im gonna put all my effort into getting over scott..im gonna be a different person now..im not gonna be the morgan that cries every night because her heart hurts so bad..im not gonna be the morgan thats completely in "like" with scott..and im not gonna be the morgan that cant stop thinkin bout him that she thinks about him before she goes to bed..right when she wakes up..and when shes gettin dressed..and when she eats..and when shes at school..and just all the time..
im gonna be the morgan that knows that what she went through with scott was sumthin she had to go through to learn a lesson..and that all that pain was completely worth it because i now know what really matters in life..and what i really wanna look for in a guy..and the kind of person i really wanna be. i know that it will take some time and it will hurt a lot..but im ready to give it a try..and i know now that you gotta hurt in order to know..fall in order to grow..and lose in order to gain..because most of lifes lessons are learned in pain...and with my awesome best friends..and StEvE (hehe) i know i can do this.. i know i can.. i set my heart on this..and im gonna do it..
for real this time.
thanks for everyone who has stuck by me this whole time..i really appreciate it! i love every single one of my friends and i thank you soo much--for completely everything!
*oh and by the way..the top quote was about steve = D! hes really awesome..extremely hott...and sweet!!♥
*and kelly...ur awesome gurlie! i love you to death!! ur the best friend any1 could ask for!! im so glad God has blessed me with a friend like you!! thanks for everything!!
♥♥mE!!