..idont know who im cool with anymore..

Apr 24, 2004 18:11

i finally figured out something about myself..i dont like confrontation. i have an extreme angry streak, but i dont like starting things with people. at times, ill enjoy conflict, but then ill want it to be over as soon as possible. people say im too nice, and let people walk all over me. that is true sometimes, but its not the whole story. i guess im easy going on the outside, but wanting to kill someone on the inside. if that makes sense?? i guess i didnt really figure it out now did i.
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my eye hurts
i poked myself with a key
damnnnnnn..i hope it doesnt look bad later :(

familys still here til' tomorrow, its pretty fun, cept i turned into bitch mode a lil' earlier. yeah i was pissed.
i only have 3 weeks left, part of me wants to believe it will work but part of me knows nothing will happen.
erica says its not worth it, but i say it is. i dont want to be here next year. but thats a whole different story. this summer is going to be questionable. i dont know how its going to turn out. hopefully im going to figure some things out that i really need to .

i would have
i should have
i could have
only if....

regrets are the worst feeling in the world
the worst question you can ask yourself is what could have happened

i would have
i should have
i could have

I WILL

Im going to try to start living my life with as little regrets as possible

I have a ? for everyone-
Do you believe that dreams send signals for real life?
Answer honestly.

<3
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