wow.
Lately ive been so depressed and questioning life and rejecting any decent thoughts, only accepting the bad ones. Things have been rough lately, but not nearly as bad as earlier times. And yet...i think this is the worst ive been. Its not a normal depression, Its more of a philosophical depression, if that makes any sense at all.
i can't figure out how to put my thoughts into words. i know exactly what i want to say, i just cant.
anyway....
today...i was in an amazingly good mood. completely different from yesterday. i hope this lasts and brings me back up because i need it pretty badly.
its crazy how one thing can make your mood better. when you are at your lowest and you see/hear/think that thing, it saves you from yourself.
i want to say so much more.
once i figure it out, i'll post again.
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i can't figure out how to put my thoughts into words. i know exactly what i want to say, i just cant.
anyway....
today...i was in an amazingly good mood. completely different from yesterday. i hope this lasts and brings me back up because i need it pretty badly.
its crazy how one thing can make your mood better. when you are at your lowest and you see/hear/think that thing, it saves you from yourself.
i want to say so much more.
once i figure it out, i'll post again.
?
l
o
v
e
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