did i remember to sleep in? take lots of pills, commit irreversable sins
ok wow. yesterday rocked. mostly. i got completely trashed of course because thats what you do on the 4th of july.
it was just...awesome, we didnt give a shit about anything. we were wild and crazy and dancing in the road. i cant put into words how much fun it was.
i ran into texas baker and found out he had weed so me, him and marybeth went down to the park and smoked up.
i got the spins for my first time ever, and let me tell ya, it sucks.
i was so dizzy i could barely walk and i could barely see where i was going.
so of course i got sick, i felt like complete shit. i called adam to see if he could help me out, but he couldnt get back in cause the roads were closed, so i asked manda to call my mom.
i know thats not what normal people would have done, but it was that type of situation where she is the only person you need.
so she walked me to the car and i was just puking and puking and i felt so bad because it must have embarassed her...and of course it embarassed me.
i passed out in the car and i fell out when my mom opened the door. i couldnt walk for shit. i got to bed and puked and passed out. then i moved to the floor and then to my moms bed.
idk...thats about it. i talked to her about my punishment, but she still hasnt decided. she thinks i have a drinking problem. idk, i mean, when teenagers drink, they drink to get drunk. its not even like i drink that often. i dunno, whatever.
i have to go to see pat (my psychiatrist) later, so im gonna spill everything to him. hmm...
i didnt watch the fireworks. i saw a few, but i blacked out. not cool.
but other than all that shit, it was overall an awesome night.
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it was just...awesome, we didnt give a shit about anything. we were wild and crazy and dancing in the road. i cant put into words how much fun it was.
i ran into texas baker and found out he had weed so me, him and marybeth went down to the park and smoked up.
i got the spins for my first time ever, and let me tell ya, it sucks.
i was so dizzy i could barely walk and i could barely see where i was going.
so of course i got sick, i felt like complete shit. i called adam to see if he could help me out, but he couldnt get back in cause the roads were closed, so i asked manda to call my mom.
i know thats not what normal people would have done, but it was that type of situation where she is the only person you need.
so she walked me to the car and i was just puking and puking and i felt so bad because it must have embarassed her...and of course it embarassed me.
i passed out in the car and i fell out when my mom opened the door. i couldnt walk for shit. i got to bed and puked and passed out. then i moved to the floor and then to my moms bed.
idk...thats about it. i talked to her about my punishment, but she still hasnt decided. she thinks i have a drinking problem. idk, i mean, when teenagers drink, they drink to get drunk. its not even like i drink that often. i dunno, whatever.
i have to go to see pat (my psychiatrist) later, so im gonna spill everything to him. hmm...
i didnt watch the fireworks. i saw a few, but i blacked out. not cool.
but other than all that shit, it was overall an awesome night.
l
o
v
e