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where to begin...idk. nothing exciting has happened, well, at least that i can remember. this weekend was pretty good. anthony, pooch and zach came over on friday. hung out with pooch and went to the show on saturday. fun times. sunday hung out with pooch and john and then went to the park with pooch. now its monday and i have to do my fashion project that i dont really wanna do, but whatever.
i hate drugs. yes, they are fun. yes, they make you happy. yes, you can get closer to people who also do it. but they fuck everything up. yea, isnt it weird hearing this from me? lets recap....for the past while ive been smoking so much weed. getting drunk a lot. and where has it gotten me? into a deeper hole i was already in. i fucked up things with zach majorly, im completely broke, and my best friend doesnt want to hang out with me because im always drunk or stoned. when you are down and depressed you go to drugs to make you feel better. they actually dont help. they tease you by making you happy for a few hours and throw you back into the emotional battle that started in. and i recently found out that when i go through withdrawl from weed, i drop into severe depression. lets think now, is that making me better or worse? we all know the answer to that one. im not trying to lecture you or change your mind...i just needed to get that out.
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i hate drugs. yes, they are fun. yes, they make you happy. yes, you can get closer to people who also do it. but they fuck everything up. yea, isnt it weird hearing this from me? lets recap....for the past while ive been smoking so much weed. getting drunk a lot. and where has it gotten me? into a deeper hole i was already in. i fucked up things with zach majorly, im completely broke, and my best friend doesnt want to hang out with me because im always drunk or stoned. when you are down and depressed you go to drugs to make you feel better. they actually dont help. they tease you by making you happy for a few hours and throw you back into the emotional battle that started in. and i recently found out that when i go through withdrawl from weed, i drop into severe depression. lets think now, is that making me better or worse? we all know the answer to that one. im not trying to lecture you or change your mind...i just needed to get that out.
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