Dec 05, 2005 22:33
hey all you beautiful...beautiful people!
today was me & andrews 2 month. couldnt be happier. its like each day that comes & goes i adore him even more. i dont kno how to explain it. the reason why i dont have to try so hard for him to notice little things i do. that normally other guys wouldnt have seen. or maybe its just the way he makes it noticable hes lucky to have me. its a good feeling to have someone actually want you & really mean what they say.
& i kno i dont always (more like never) really say my feelings to you.... but i just dont want to let my wall down. i dont want to put out there that i need someone... that i need something. last time i did that i had my heart handed ...more like chucked back at me missing pieces. i dont want to mess anything up this time. because i have a tendancy to do things like that. like freak out & make incredibly stupid decisions or get mad at little things that i kno & you kno i wouldnt get mad at. so for right now... im gonna let u do all the talking (if thats alright with u) & maybe later on ill open up. im a very romantic person once i let down the wall. i promise.
well thats all..... happy 2 month rupe! luv u.
Ciao sweethearts.... OODIE
ps: me & ryan are dancing divas in photo with that good hellogoodbye. *big smiley face* right now i have ryan obsessed with HG later on....THE WORLD!!!!!!!! mwah ah ah.... lol